I woke up yesterday morning to the worst message I could have ever seen it said “goodbye ❤️be good” I was confused and sad but didn’t have a feeling of dread cause that would have woke me up in the middle of the night.

I struggled to understand what I was seeing and if this could really be facts I looked at all possible details and nothing said to me you have a real problem but my gut said something is really wrong though and I need reinforcements at this time. So I texted my oldest daughter she reassured all was well but my heart was still not at ease I know my kids heart no matter how tough they talk I know they heart at the end of the day and this was not like my youngest to never respond even if it was to give me attitude about bugging her. I was so stressed out about it I didn’t know what to think. I called my mom and she helped a lot. I later found out my child was okay in a manner of speaking. But that’s a story for another time I look at her and I realize I have to let her go through these struggles and pray that she comes out like I made it out but so much better then I did and sooner.

I love my children and I hope and pray that they realize life is only a drop in the bucket so they should live it to the best of their ability and enjoy every minute of it cause once it’s over it’s over no coming back ever.