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My daughter, my daughter, my daughter

On By L Corelle GreenIn abusive partner, black family, Children education, family, Green Royalty, inconsiderate,, my family, Relationships, self love, WomenLeave a comment

I’ve always related to my youngest daughter and the most because she was the one I was closest to out of all of my kids. She was the one that had my face, and she was the one that when she was born my sister had already claimed my other two kids so tell me I had to keep her with me at all times so I always felt this close to her. She was my last child, my baby, the child that was born out of love because I was in love with her father when she was conceived I never dreamed that she would be the one to give me the most heartache or would be the one who would be the biggest liar out of all my kids even though my middle daughter, cosmic pain I never thought that my last daughter would be the one to make me one in my life. I would’ve done anything for her no matter the cost no matter what was going on in my life if I thought that she was in danger or anything was happening, I would’ve moved Heaven and earth for her I didn’t care what it cost me or if I had to lose everything I would do anything to make sure that she was OK. I know you shouldn’t have favorite kids, but she was the one who always had my back and who it felt like she had my back I never dream that she would let a dirtbag guy come in between her and me the reason I call him a dirtbag is because he’s abusive. He’s a cheat and he is a liar. I can’t blame her for the choices that she made because this is the example that I gave her so I should by myself but at some point, we have to take accountability for our actions so let me get down to the situation at hand my daughter have been homeless for sometime now, and she has two small children by two different men. The older son is by another abusive guy who put a gun to her head and the second child is by the most recent dirtbag who tried to throw over a balcony when she came out to California. It was because I was out here and where I am. She knows she always has to open door but she has this entitlement attitude about her She doesn’t like to. Do what’s right she feels like the world owes her something so so she doesn’t like to give anything toward anything whether she lives there with you or not and if you ask her to give towards the house where most people will say you can’t live anywhere for free she gets an attitude, unless it involves her activities such as her bud habit. Should do anything for our kids. I will give her that, but she had nothing to give them so the little bit of money that I had I spent on them she didn’t appreciate that either. She got this real big attitude because I didn’t want her to take my grandkids back over there to the abusive relationship that she Refused to let go of. She tries to claim that I tried to kidnap her kids when we all stayed in the same place and then she lied on the Internet about me claiming that I wanted her to have a baby for me which is disgusting. I never dreamed that the daughter I gave birth to would turn out to be an entitled spoiled brat. I know I have my flaws and I’m definitely not perfect but one thing I am not is sick in the head. I take my medicine every day and I live with the problems that I have. I’m so disappointed that she would buy me to get sympathy on the Internet. Just try to garner sympathy is no good reason to do these types of things I don’t want anything but the best for her I wouldn’t ever kidnap my grandkids even though she’s not stable and is unable to have a place for them to live right now so they’re staying with their other grandmother I still wouldn’t take them from her because that gives her a reason to continue to try to do better I just don’t know what to do because I don’t deserve that she deserves so much better in life but if she’s the kind of person, I just won’t accept help Even when it’s opera continuously I don’t know what else to do. I pray that she will one day find herself and get the help that she needs meanwhile, may the Lord keep her safe these are the things that I pray for all the time while she still bites with this man fist fights let her safety be first and everything else after that.

My my grandbabies keep them safe, protect them from hurt harm or danger

Thank you for reading. You are welcome here. Pray for my daughter LVG. 

I don’t understand

On By L Corelle GreenIn abusive partner, family, Green Royalty, making money, Mental health, Mom’s, my family, narcissist, Relationships, self love, WomenLeave a comment

My daughter is going through a rough patch right now and I have been very concerned about her for months I had finally gotten her and my grandsons (1&3) out here where she could finally get on her feet and not have to worry about babysitting and homelessness just working building her money up and getting on her feet.

But unbeknownst to me she was still dealing with her abusive ex-baby daddy who got her homeless in the first place tried to kill her 3 different times and is her drug dealer. So at the last minute after I got her (me and other family members) all set up with clothes baby items and was working on getting her a place to live she decided to send the kids back to Texas.

Then sprung on me she was going too but the thing is she has no where to live there plus she has evictions because of the tumultuous relationship with this ex so I told her it didn’t make any sense to live on the streets over there just to be near a guy who told you to your face he hates you. But now she has stopped talking to me.

I don’t take back anything that I said because he doesn’t mean her any good and I got all my information from her it’s crazy what drugs will make you do I just pray he doesn’t hurt her cause I will end up in prison frfr!!!

Please keep my daughter and grandsons in your thoughts and prayers cause they need to be protected back here in California asap

My gbabys and daughter
Bring them back

Moved out of state

On By L Corelle GreenIn abusive partner, adventure, bad neighbor, black family, family, Green Royalty, inconsiderate,, Mental health, narcissist, People, Relationships, self love, travel, WomenLeave a comment

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

I picked up and moved to start a new chapter in my life. I don’t regret that I regret what happened when I got there, but I don’t regret moving. They have venture was wonderful. The experience was eye-opening and I learned a lot about different states and how they operate and let me know that a lot of things that happen in different places are not like home so it also gave me different perspectives on how people are when they grow up in certain environments and with certain aspects of life when they are influenced by a certain atmosphere all of their lives, knowing that lets me know Where I would not want to live ever again and where the people are, that are not my kind of people.  For example Florida is one of the most toxic states I’ve ever lived in. They are not the moral high ground, and they are very explicit in the way they live there. They don’t believe in being faithful and most of the men there do not respect the women they have in their lives as well as the women are the same way as the man compared to California or New Jersey. I won’t even mention Texas because that would take 100 more pages. 

I feel broken

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I lived my life for my children. I wanted them to have the life that I didn’t get to have growing up. I was looking for something that I wasn’t able to get. I ended up failing all the way around I sometimes wonder was any of it worth it? I lost everything. I continue to lose the more I live. I wonder why I’m still alive now. I cry every day. I have this immense sense of brokenness and sadness because all I wanted was a life filled with love and happiness, and all I got was pain and sadness. I wear a smile on my face but inside 90% of the time I wish I was dead. 

There’s more

On By L Corelle GreenIn abusive partner, black family, family, Green Royalty, inconsiderate,, Mental health, my family, Relationships, self love, throwback ThursdayLeave a comment

There’s more life than wanting to do more and not accomplishing more. I’m with the narcissistic sociopath who only cares about himself. I wanted more out of life that’s why I got with him I never in my wildest dreams figured I would end up with a serial cheater who didn’t know how to keep his peter in his pants and had a woman in every city but at the same time hated women so much now have women all around the world off of a pipe dream of coming to America and living off of the state just so he can’t be put on child support how sick is that I’m praying to get away from this sick bastard. I hope he gets everything coming to him.

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Not living my best life

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What bothers you and why?

Living in a house that I don’t feel comfortable in not traveling and greedy people who put themselves above everyone else. Why because I don’t have the life I deserve and I’m not accomplishing what I set out to accomplish and that person is taking advantage of people taking their choices away to live a lie.

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Moved to Texas

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When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?

Worst decision I ever made if I could take it all back I would it changed my life forever. I wish I had a do over. I would have made a completely different decision. I would have made completely different choices and would have saw my life for what it was, and not left my family in the hands of a person who I never really knew in the first place I would’ve stayed in my safe place in the first place and I would not be living the life from living now my life would be in a totally different direction I am certain of that so many choices created a butterfly effect and made my life completely opposite of what I was trying to achieve one decision change my life forever and that one ripple effect changed for lives so if I had to do again, I would do it completely different Point blank.

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They haven’t I still believe Wright is right and wrong is wrong

On By L Corelle GreenIn abusive partner, adventure, black family, Children education, day care infant and toddler, family, Green Royalty, Happy New Year, inconsiderate,, infant, making money, My Birthday, my family, Relationships, travel, voting, weight loss journey, WomenLeave a comment

How have your political views changed over time?

I’ve never been one to mindlessly vote for either party. If there was something I agreed with I would vote for the one who came closest to my viewpoint. If I didn’t agree with either party, I would go with the third party. That was the closest to what I agreed with Until I realized going with the third-party was still basically voting for either Democratic or Republican because if a candidate is not on a ballot, they really don’t have a chance of making it into office so I begin to really do research on which candidate step for what I actually believe in, and how much power each candidate had no matter what office they held and I began to see it didn’t matter whether they were Republican or democrat or green party or freelance if they stay or something that I believe in I would have to go with the one that was closest per se like right now I may not like or agree with everything that Biden is Standing for right now, but I’m not against everything. He’s standing wars as well. My moral side would not allow me to vote for Trump. No matter what he still More because any person that is not for me is by the fault against me, but that doesn’t mean that I would go and vote for DeSantis either, because anyone that doesn’t want my history to be taught cannot be someone over me either. I don’t think anyone is perfect. They all have faults but I’m going to look at the one who is closest to my view and I believe our children should be in the forefront of all of that, so I don’t know who has my vote at this point but I do know I will make an informed decision anyway it’s three days till New Year’s. Happy birthday to my second oldest nephew Justin today I hope life did you good today and I love you.

This year will be a year of great things new beginnings and happy times, and a whole Lotta travel is good

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I’ve met a few but I will start with my favorite few of them

Who is the most famous or infamous person you have ever met?

The first ones I remember meeting our Tia & Tamera Mowry and their little brother smart guy they came to my church when it was named the neighborhood Church of God before it changed the name to Pasadena Church guy in Pasadena California they were so nice and pleasant at my church they came with their parents they were still in their early teens and smart guy was so short and cute The next star I met was Stevie Wonder and then I met Mr. Cooper from hanging with Mr. Cooper I guess being from California you see a lot of stars but you don’t meet a lot of them I want to me personally CeCe Winans Brandy and maybe Oprah Winfrey one day but at the top of my list is Michelle Obama that would be a great day. I enjoy inspirational women it shows me that I can meet an inspirational person and be an influence on that inspirational man you became something great that’s what I love about Michelle Obama the most because President Obama became president and her influence encouraged that. Those are the kind of woman I want to be around that kind of influence takes people were in line even like the conversation I watched between Jeezy and Nia Long

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Getting back into my own business

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What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?

Why don’t you go for it?

I have always been the person who can make things happen whether it’s accomplishing goals making money helping someone doing things that I see need to be done and having great potential at getting it done but here lately I’ve been hesitant because I guess fear of failure so I’ve held back I listen to my partner constantly tell me what I can’t do and what I don’t understand and knowing that if I got out and actually did what I know I can do with leave him in the dust I have just sat back and let him talk and just constantly bit my tongue over and over again not wanting to cause a conflict or be pushed over the edge. I am one of those people who when I get into something I go ahead first and I come out on top but I forget about all those Loose Ends on the side And I don’t want to do that this time so that’s why I’ve been holding back but in the back of my mind, I constantly hear myself telling me you know what you can do. Why don’t you just do it.

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