I understand that everyone has their personal issues but my personal issue today is I am sick of seeing dogs everywhere. I can’t go into a grocery store a place of business or even just a walk down the street without seeing peoples dogs everywhere I was at somewhere that is supposed to be sanitary today and here comes this man with his dog, which is unsanitary in this place of business that should only be allowed service dogs. I am so sick of seeing dogs everywhere I go on the bus. I don’t know where I can go to get some semblance of peace without having everyone and friends on my right for my peace of mind. I wish we could go back to the days where things were assemblance of normal. I really hope that people will start standing up for what normalcy really looks like. I shouldn’t see a dog in the grocery store or in a place of business that is not a service dog. It’s not sanitary and it really is starting to get on my nerves. Anyway that’s my  gripe  for today.
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My daughter, my daughter, my daughter
I’ve always related to my youngest daughter and the most because she was the one I was closest to out of all of my kids. She was the one that had my face, and she was the one that when she was born my sister had already claimed my other two kids so tell me I had to keep her with me at all times so I always felt this close to her. She was my last child, my baby, the child that was born out of love because I was in love with her father when she was conceived I never dreamed that she would be the one to give me the most heartache or would be the one who would be the biggest liar out of all my kids even though my middle daughter, cosmic pain I never thought that my last daughter would be the one to make me one in my life. I would’ve done anything for her no matter the cost no matter what was going on in my life if I thought that she was in danger or anything was happening, I would’ve moved Heaven and earth for her I didn’t care what it cost me or if I had to lose everything I would do anything to make sure that she was OK. I know you shouldn’t have favorite kids, but she was the one who always had my back and who it felt like she had my back I never dream that she would let a dirtbag guy come in between her and me the reason I call him a dirtbag is because he’s abusive. He’s a cheat and he is a liar. I can’t blame her for the choices that she made because this is the example that I gave her so I should by myself but at some point, we have to take accountability for our actions so let me get down to the situation at hand my daughter have been homeless for sometime now, and she has two small children by two different men. The older son is by another abusive guy who put a gun to her head and the second child is by the most recent dirtbag who tried to throw over a balcony when she came out to California. It was because I was out here and where I am. She knows she always has to open door but she has this entitlement attitude about her She doesn’t like to. Do what’s right she feels like the world owes her something so so she doesn’t like to give anything toward anything whether she lives there with you or not and if you ask her to give towards the house where most people will say you can’t live anywhere for free she gets an attitude, unless it involves her activities such as her bud habit. Should do anything for our kids. I will give her that, but she had nothing to give them so the little bit of money that I had I spent on them she didn’t appreciate that either. She got this real big attitude because I didn’t want her to take my grandkids back over there to the abusive relationship that she Refused to let go of. She tries to claim that I tried to kidnap her kids when we all stayed in the same place and then she lied on the Internet about me claiming that I wanted her to have a baby for me which is disgusting. I never dreamed that the daughter I gave birth to would turn out to be an entitled spoiled brat. I know I have my flaws and I’m definitely not perfect but one thing I am not is sick in the head. I take my medicine every day and I live with the problems that I have. I’m so disappointed that she would buy me to get sympathy on the Internet. Just try to garner sympathy is no good reason to do these types of things I don’t want anything but the best for her I wouldn’t ever kidnap my grandkids even though she’s not stable and is unable to have a place for them to live right now so they’re staying with their other grandmother I still wouldn’t take them from her because that gives her a reason to continue to try to do better I just don’t know what to do because I don’t deserve that she deserves so much better in life but if she’s the kind of person, I just won’t accept help Even when it’s opera continuously I don’t know what else to do. I pray that she will one day find herself and get the help that she needs meanwhile, may the Lord keep her safe these are the things that I pray for all the time while she still bites with this man fist fights let her safety be first and everything else after that.
My my grandbabies keep them safe, protect them from hurt harm or danger
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Moved out of state
Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.
I picked up and moved to start a new chapter in my life. I don’t regret that I regret what happened when I got there, but I don’t regret moving. They have venture was wonderful. The experience was eye-opening and I learned a lot about different states and how they operate and let me know that a lot of things that happen in different places are not like home so it also gave me different perspectives on how people are when they grow up in certain environments and with certain aspects of life when they are influenced by a certain atmosphere all of their lives, knowing that lets me know Where I would not want to live ever again and where the people are, that are not my kind of people.  For example Florida is one of the most toxic states I’ve ever lived in. They are not the moral high ground, and they are very explicit in the way they live there. They don’t believe in being faithful and most of the men there do not respect the women they have in their lives as well as the women are the same way as the man compared to California or New Jersey. I won’t even mention Texas because that would take 100 more pages. 
The disappointment 
I’ve never felt more disappointed and disgusted by a result that I am today I can’t believe that people who look like me would vote for a racist asinine idiot like Donald Trump? I’ve never been more embarrassed to be an American than I am today. I can’t believe that we are so poor minded that we would vote somebody in just because he put his name on a little bitty, check this man doesn’t care about anybody but himself, and for them to vote him in is asinine to me we are laughing Stock of the world I cannot believe that this happened why are we so petty? Why would we set ourselves back like this? I only hope that everyone of those idiots who put him in office get the brunt of everything that he does.
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There’s more
There’s more life than wanting to do more and not accomplishing more. I’m with the narcissistic sociopath who only cares about himself. I wanted more out of life that’s why I got with him I never in my wildest dreams figured I would end up with a serial cheater who didn’t know how to keep his peter in his pants and had a woman in every city but at the same time hated women so much now have women all around the world off of a pipe dream of coming to America and living off of the state just so he can’t be put on child support how sick is that I’m praying to get away from this sick bastard. I hope he gets everything coming to him.
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Donate today
I need your help my dogs are my life. They were taken from me unjustly I am asking for your help to bring them back. Please donate today to help me bring them home. Thank you for your help in this matter. Donate to my GoFundMe today.
Help me bring my dogs home
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I need your help
I suffer from anxiety and depression so I have support animals dogs that help me to cope with my issues they help keep me calm. Give me the support. I need so that I can focus on other things. I also have schizophrenia my support animals along with my medication that I take on a daily basis, they get me outside. They give me a routine and they help me to manage my life. Well, I had a neighbor that moved in behind me. I never had any problems with any of my animals before this neighbor moved in, but because my dogs barked to let me know when someone was coming when danger was near, and just to talk to me, the neighbor called animal protective services on my dogs they came and made up excuses to take my dogs. I am devastated by the loss of my animals and I am asking for your help so that I can bite to get my animals back. They are a part of my family never harmed anyone they don’t deserve this neither do I, I am fighting to raise $7000 for all the fees that I’m having to pay to get them back so that my family can be home again. Please help me bring my dogs home. They mean the world to me.
I have a go fund me if you were donating anything to go towards getting my dogs back I would greatly appreciate it.
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Not living my best life
What bothers you and why?
Living in a house that I don’t feel comfortable in not traveling and greedy people who put themselves above everyone else. Why because I don’t have the life I deserve and I’m not accomplishing what I set out to accomplish and that person is taking advantage of people taking their choices away to live a lie.
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People who
What makes you nervous?
People who can never take responsibilities for their own actions who always blame everyone else for things that are their responsibility or who always turn things around that are their responsibility and act as if they are going to take responsibilities for something, but really don’t take no responsibility no accountabilityand no real put no effort into anything. They do do this reverse psychology stuff when you know it’s there backwards thinking that caused the thing to happen. They make me nervous.
Books that help me make money
What books do you want to read?
Right now I’m into books that are helping me achieve my goal of getting my business off the ground that give me a step-by-step, working place to accomplish the goal having my business up and running being able to see where I’m going and accomplishing making my first sale I’m really into self-help books and getting things that I helping me accomplish the goal of making sure that I have a business that is running is profitable and is making headway towards Reaching my ultimate goal of being successful so right now I’m still in the middle of three books, because I still am struggling with understanding how to get my business up and running and understanding the details of how to do that successfully. I already know the product that I want to sell. I already know the path and which I want to take but the details on how to do it Has me baffled so I am working at getting all the details or my ducks in a row so that I can make that for Sail that is the hard part. I’m pretty sure I will be there within the next week or so and then I will be able to focus on moving forward and getting further in the chapters of the book that I’m reading, and get back to the other two books that are helping me accomplish getting further along and making my business or reality.
The struggle is now not forever 