Age 17 I would relive

Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

I was a junior in high school. It was a very exciting year. It was the year my mom took early childhood development with me in ROP (regional occupational program). We went together for three hours after I got out of school every day and then I was able to do internships at a daycare center. It was a fun time to get it done being with my mom and then working with small children, I had fun doing it every day. I had a love for children from way back then then for my birthday when I turned 17 I got this 26 speed bike. I was so excited and happy about my birthday. It was such a wonderful time it was some thing and I had asked for for a long time, and I always loved riding my bike, it was one of those moments. I enjoyed it so much that year was one of the best years of my life. If I had to do over again, I would.

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The historical event is:

What historical event fascinates you the most?

When the whole country got shut down because of COVID-19 I had never seen in my life everything be closedown that was amazing it gave everyone time to reflect and connect on a global level it was very fascinating.

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It means to be intentionally young

What does it mean to be a kid at heart?

Enjoy life to the fullest

To be a kid at heart it means even though you’re growing older you’re not aging like an old person you’re not becoming decrepit or bitter, or someone who cannot see their innocence in life you are not unable to believe wholeheartedly that things will not change for the better you are not, and overly religious you don’t become that person who can always bring everyone else down with your reality, when their reality is one of happiness, and seeing the lighter side of things you are able to bring joy when you come in to a room you see happiness in everything you are able to float into a room and bring light and people migrate to you because of the way you feel when you enter a room your aura makes people want to talk to you want to be around you you have a certain presence about you that it always feels like a person can be a kid when they are with you so they migrate to you being a kid at heart means you have a innocents with you and you are a pleasurable person to be around and it’s always wonderful to be in your presence.

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My wishes are:

You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

My Wishes

Come to me so mote it be

My first wish is to be able to see all of my family and friends living and dead all the time and talk to them with no separation ever.

My second wish is that I not ever have to worry about money again that I would always have a surplus of income that is always coming to me that is never ending overflowing in all of my bank accounts in my wallet in all of my hiding places in my safes and everywhere that I be that I have gold bars safe deposit boxes and money coming from everywhere always that I am not ever with our income ever again checks in the mail every day that is always above $10,000.

My third wish is that I have at least 10 children multiple grandchildren and great grandchildren that I live in a beautiful home that all of them can come to visit and that I am surrounded by love and beautiful things always with my favorite car a Rolls-Royce with a man who loves only me

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One who has changed

Describe a family member.

Best family member has always been the strong one the one everyone goes to for almost everything, the one everyone depends on talks to lanes on is the defender the one everyone looks too for guidance and mental stability the one everyone fears but I also trust and also runs away from this family member always has a heart of gold but also has The ability to touch you in a way that will make you think about life in a whole new way and no matter what they do you still want to be around them even when you’re angry or mad at them for a while you overlook that anger because you love them so much this family member dresses beautifully hair is always done always has the right thing to say never looks vulnerable even though you know they’re human you don’t see that part of them this family member is a role model and also I’ll go get her someone to be proud of someone to look up to a best friend and can also be a frienime too but at the end of the day she is beautiful on the inside and the outside over the years she has become a beautiful person a heartfelt golden dynamic woman that I would not change the world for and I am proud that she is a part of my family. I am proud to call her family.

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Barack Obama become president

What major historical events do you remember?

The day when I saw Mr. Barack Obama become president, Barack Obama was a day I not only was overwhelmed. I was also excited overjoyed. and really really very happy. He not only made it possible for me to see someone like me in the White House as First Lady. He also made it possible to see someone who I could be with who would be the President of the United States. I felt so much pride and gratitude, all at the same time, it brought tears to my eyes. I wanted to be in Washington to watch the inauguration. myself I was so satisfied. Realizing that we as a people could come together and agree to put our differences aside and just pick the right person for the job and we didn’t just do it once we did it twice that day will be forever ingrained in my head the day we knew that he won And it was set in stone

Although after that, the United States failed miserably bringing that non-president. We still got it together that one time, and I am forever grateful for it.

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Getting back into my own business

What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?

Why don’t you go for it?

I have always been the person who can make things happen whether it’s accomplishing goals making money helping someone doing things that I see need to be done and having great potential at getting it done but here lately I’ve been hesitant because I guess fear of failure so I’ve held back I listen to my partner constantly tell me what I can’t do and what I don’t understand and knowing that if I got out and actually did what I know I can do with leave him in the dust I have just sat back and let him talk and just constantly bit my tongue over and over again not wanting to cause a conflict or be pushed over the edge. I am one of those people who when I get into something I go ahead first and I come out on top but I forget about all those Loose Ends on the side And I don’t want to do that this time so that’s why I’ve been holding back but in the back of my mind, I constantly hear myself telling me you know what you can do. Why don’t you just do it.

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I am most proud of my children and their coping skills

What are you most proud of in your life?

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My children I’ve made it through so many things so many obstacles and are still standing they are all in their own world but they are still connected in one way or another they seem to get separated but still come back around they are strong resilient and such lovely people they seem hard on the outside but when you are in the world you can feel their heart and it’s such a great aura to be around them that you wouldn’t understand how a person that has such deep seated pain can still be so grounded and lovely I am so proud of them for so many different reasons as I watch them grow into more mature adults I see them as the epitome of what great human beings are supposed to be and I love them even more.

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Most days I wish I was dead

What’s something most people don’t know about you?

I walk around with a smile on my face but behind that smile I feel as if my life has been one big disappointment after another I wanted to raise my kids in a good environment taking them on family trips like I experienced as a child what I got was brainwashed by someone who knew I was already vulnerable needing and desiring love to take advantage of me and ruin my children’s lives forever in one way or another.

Some days I think of driving into on coming traffic or taking a bunch of sleeping pills just to stop my pain or to stop thinking that I’ve failed my children even though they are all grown now my pain is still great and I still struggle with it

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Rested and still more tired

Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?

Lazy days I try to rest but I still feel more tired I lay down I try to rest I try to clear my mind I try to meditate not think about anything maybe even focus on what is to come and then not focus on anything at all but yet I still feel tired I guess doing all of that trying I’m not resting so I guess I have to not focus so much and just rest

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