I don’t understand

My daughter is going through a rough patch right now and I have been very concerned about her for months I had finally gotten her and my grandsons (1&3) out here where she could finally get on her feet and not have to worry about babysitting and homelessness just working building her money up and getting on her feet.

But unbeknownst to me she was still dealing with her abusive ex-baby daddy who got her homeless in the first place tried to kill her 3 different times and is her drug dealer. So at the last minute after I got her (me and other family members) all set up with clothes baby items and was working on getting her a place to live she decided to send the kids back to Texas.

Then sprung on me she was going too but the thing is she has no where to live there plus she has evictions because of the tumultuous relationship with this ex so I told her it didn’t make any sense to live on the streets over there just to be near a guy who told you to your face he hates you. But now she has stopped talking to me.

I don’t take back anything that I said because he doesn’t mean her any good and I got all my information from her it’s crazy what drugs will make you do I just pray he doesn’t hurt her cause I will end up in prison frfr!!!

Please keep my daughter and grandsons in your thoughts and prayers cause they need to be protected back here in California asap

Peace of mind

What are the most important things needed to live a good life?

In order to live a good life, you must have peace of mind. Nothing comes before that nothing can take the place of that peace of mind can make a world of difference in the world full of chaos.

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It means

What does freedom mean to you?

Being able to speak as I wish do as I please, and not feel guilty. It means being able to help others with without feeling as if I’ve done something wrong. It means being there for my friends and their time of need freedom is the basis of life, but freedom also means not being free For so many of people that I know it takes so much bondage to be free. You can’t say what you think. You can’t do what you feel. You can’t literally speak your mind. You have to bite your tongue a lot to keep your freedoms freedom to me means being free to say and do what it is that makes you feel the happiest the most enlightened, and the most joy out of life, I wish freedom was free because I would practice it so much more I wish freedom didn’t come at a cost because I would tell all of my friends and family to live free to live each day as if it were their lies because freedom has so many privileges that a lot of us aren’t able to Absorb one day we will all be free. How free are you?

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Moved to Texas

When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?

Worst decision I ever made if I could take it all back I would it changed my life forever. I wish I had a do over. I would have made a completely different decision. I would have made completely different choices and would have saw my life for what it was, and not left my family in the hands of a person who I never really knew in the first place I would’ve stayed in my safe place in the first place and I would not be living the life from living now my life would be in a totally different direction I am certain of that so many choices created a butterfly effect and made my life completely opposite of what I was trying to achieve one decision change my life forever and that one ripple effect changed for lives so if I had to do again, I would do it completely different Point blank.

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Wish were more

How have you adapted to the changes brought on by the Covid-19 pandemic?

Honestly, since COVID-19 happen, I have a long for more restrictions I fear being close to people and having my air taken away I still don’t want people 6 feet close to me and I don’t desire to have my life snuffed out from my disease. I can’t write off since COVID-19, I always want to wear a mask I don’t wanna be close to people and I don’t like being close spaces anymore. I want to be safe all the time I feel like if we all could just learn how to give space to each person we wouldn’t have this kind of incident happen again Covid 19 Was a scary time But it was also a time of learning, and a time understanding how things can happen and go haywire. I wish we had more restrictions to keep us all safe.

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All the time

How often do you say “no” to things that would interfere with your goals?

No is my new yes, I am always trying to accomplish my goals and get things done when something comes to me that is not going to benefit what I’m trying to accomplish. I will immediately decline. My life is too important, and the things that I have that I want to do are too important for me to put them on the back burner in order to appease something or someone that is not on the same path as me I have learned so much overtime by saying no, I will continue to move forward with my life by setting goals and accomplishing them. Even when that means I have to say no to some things that may look appealing at the time but it’s not appealing for the long run.

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Corelle yes

What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

My mother gave me my middle name. She thought it was classy and sturdy. It had a strong significance to her. It would stand the test of time, just like the dishes. They’ve been around for a long time, and they always held a special place in her heart, I own those dishes, for that very reason they don’t chip they’re very beautiful and they’re very classy. It’s funny I asked her why she gave me that name and then she began to explain and I realized that these dishes are not only life proof. They are beautiful and sentiment like me like me.

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No but I’m working on it

Do you enjoy your job?

my job is taxing and takes a lot out of me. It’s painful and hard on my body. Honestly I shouldn’t be doing it because it has a lot of task that need to be done and I go through a lot of pain just doing it things that I shouldn’t be doing so even though I don’t enjoy it, I have to do it in order to have a little extra money in my pocket but when I’m done all I can do is sleep and think about the next time that I’m going to have to do it it’s all I can do to keep going but I wouldn’t stop doing it because it’s something that I have to do so I’m working on trying to enjoy it a little more just until I can find something a little less taxing on my body.

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Bitch would be it

If you could permanently ban a word from general usage, which one would it be? Why?

Because it is not used in the correct form when used on human people when the word bitch is used, it is used in a negative connotation to say that a female does not have control of her words her actions or her female genitalia and that is not what the word means when a dog goes in heat a female dog, she is very selective about who she chooses to let meet with her. She picks the strongest male dog who has the strongest Gene’s who is the most dominant around her in order to carry on his family genes in her and with her she doesn’t let the weakest smaller dog mate with her she bites him off and doesn’t allow him to let his genes carry on so when men call Women a bitch, they are not using it in the right connotation they are just saying words that do not coincide with what the word really means so I would banish that word until people really learn what it means and learn how to use it because words are used for specific purposes not just to be said

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Believe in yourself

What advice would you give to your teenage self?

when I was a teenager, I didn’t believe in myself or what I could do with myself, so I will pray to whatever people said, and whatever I felt made me feel special even though I knew I was beautiful on the inside. Didn’t feel it on the outside, so I would tell myself believing yourself you are beautiful and you have everything going for you. You don’t have to do whatever people say in order to get that special feeling on the outside take time and spend time with yourself because you are going places girl keep working hard and you will get to where you’re going and you will see you are beautiful on the outside too.

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