It’s my birthday let’s talk

What personality trait in people raises a red flag with you?

The personality traits that raised red flags with me out of other people are when they are incapable of having a conversation. They just talk and talk and talk and never listen to what the other person has to say to me that’s a red flag because they don’t take the time to get to know the other person they just go off on a tangent and never have any kind of real conversation. It shows me that the person is selfish and very self-centered, and it starts off the relationship in a bad light

Today is my birthday. I turned 50 years old. I celebrated my birthday by going to eat with my mom. I had a very nice meal and enjoyed her company as well. I always loved my birthday because it’s my national holiday. there were times when I was celebrating my birthday all month long because one day just wasn’t enough. My birthday is a very special time to me and I’m glad I was able to celebrate it with my mom now I have to make preparations for the next few days in order to keep the celebration happy and going today was a good day. Happy birthday to me.

Happy 50th birthday to me

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Sick of seeing dogs everywhere

I understand that everyone has their personal issues but my personal issue today is I am sick of seeing dogs everywhere. I can’t go into a grocery store a place of business or even just a walk down the street without seeing peoples dogs everywhere I was at somewhere that is supposed to be sanitary today and here comes this man with his dog, which is unsanitary in this place of business that should only be allowed service dogs. I am so sick of seeing dogs everywhere I go on the bus. I don’t know where I can go to get some semblance of peace without having everyone and friends on my right for my peace of mind. I wish we could go back to the days where things were assemblance of normal. I really hope that people will start standing up for what normalcy really looks like. I shouldn’t see a dog in the grocery store or in a place of business that is not a service dog. It’s not sanitary and it really is starting to get on my nerves. Anyway that’s my  gripe  for today.

Moved out of state

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

I picked up and moved to start a new chapter in my life. I don’t regret that I regret what happened when I got there, but I don’t regret moving. They have venture was wonderful. The experience was eye-opening and I learned a lot about different states and how they operate and let me know that a lot of things that happen in different places are not like home so it also gave me different perspectives on how people are when they grow up in certain environments and with certain aspects of life when they are influenced by a certain atmosphere all of their lives, knowing that lets me know Where I would not want to live ever again and where the people are, that are not my kind of people.  For example Florida is one of the most toxic states I’ve ever lived in. They are not the moral high ground, and they are very explicit in the way they live there. They don’t believe in being faithful and most of the men there do not respect the women they have in their lives as well as the women are the same way as the man compared to California or New Jersey. I won’t even mention Texas because that would take 100 more pages. 

I feel broken

I lived my life for my children. I wanted them to have the life that I didn’t get to have growing up. I was looking for something that I wasn’t able to get. I ended up failing all the way around I sometimes wonder was any of it worth it? I lost everything. I continue to lose the more I live. I wonder why I’m still alive now. I cry every day. I have this immense sense of brokenness and sadness because all I wanted was a life filled with love and happiness, and all I got was pain and sadness. I wear a smile on my face but inside 90% of the time I wish I was dead. 

My birthday is coming up

I love it when my birthday is coming around. It’s my national holiday. My birthday is Monday, September 9th I love to celebrate it. It brings out the best side of me. It makes me so excited and giddy like a little girl. I love the celebration of it. We come together to love on each other and celebrate each other, realizing the miracle of another year that we’ve been blessed to have these last few years have been difficult because I’m with someone who doesn’t celebrate me but I’m done with that moving onto a better life. Life is too short to not live it the way you want to and enjoy it the best way you know how I am a traditionalist and I love the happiness of being happy and celebrating life the way that I enjoy celebrating it so Monday is my birthday and if you would like to celebrate it with me, you’re welcome to send me a gift $peaches1821 is my cashapp thank you so much

Happy birthday to me

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Peace of mind

What are the most important things needed to live a good life?

In order to live a good life, you must have peace of mind. Nothing comes before that nothing can take the place of that peace of mind can make a world of difference in the world full of chaos.

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It means

What does freedom mean to you?

Being able to speak as I wish do as I please, and not feel guilty. It means being able to help others with without feeling as if I’ve done something wrong. It means being there for my friends and their time of need freedom is the basis of life, but freedom also means not being free For so many of people that I know it takes so much bondage to be free. You can’t say what you think. You can’t do what you feel. You can’t literally speak your mind. You have to bite your tongue a lot to keep your freedoms freedom to me means being free to say and do what it is that makes you feel the happiest the most enlightened, and the most joy out of life, I wish freedom was free because I would practice it so much more I wish freedom didn’t come at a cost because I would tell all of my friends and family to live free to live each day as if it were their lies because freedom has so many privileges that a lot of us aren’t able to Absorb one day we will all be free. How free are you?

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