I have had many people in my life from the time I was born many of which I call to this day my family and close friends. Many of us are taught through words and life experience that sometimes friends can sometimes considered closer than a family member or the one person who can understand exactly what the person is going through.anyway.
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My heart rate
I always have a fast heart rate sometimes I can feel it in my chest and my throat to the point that I’m use to it beating out of control like this but times like now when it hinders me from doing things to help me gets frustrating.
I want to do so many things that depending on my body is a pain when it lets me down like this. I don’t know how to get my heart to not beat so fast? Anyway good morning
A victory
Today was a good day I got out did some running around and accomplished some of my goals. The thing that I’m most happy about is that my daughter won in court I believed that she would and I had a huge amount of Faith and family support for her rooting for her to win and it happened it’s not easy when you feel all alone when everyone is far away but you know that people love you no matter what.
I’m so proud of the woman that she has become and how she’s always willing to give and be a support system for others her and her sister are always there for each other and that makes it that much better knowing that they are over there dealing with life on life’s terms with each other it makes me proud to know that I instilled some great values in them for each other.
There is nothing better than the love of family and the commitment of relationship that is there for each of us to have each other I always love family and no matter what happens in life no matter how far apart we are I always know that when push comes to shove we have each other’s back anyway that was today’s venture tomorrow will be a new one.
Saturday Vibes
I woke up thinking what can I do to bring in income in my house I am always looking for ways to make things a little easier for my husband he works so hard but he doesn’t see me and that makes me feel unappreciated a lot of times it’s as if his contributions are the only ones that matter.
I’m smart educated and friendly so people get along with with me want to be around me. He is unforgiving nagging and boastful so he is not received the same. I get frustrated with him at times then I let it go and remember that my happiness is my responsibility and I have to do everything in my power to make sure I keep myself and my mind healthy
Fire-Water
Sun swims to shore Melting blue to silver gold Rhythmic ebb and flow On liquid charcoal.
Fire-Water
Sunday News
I woke up yesterday morning to the worst message I could have ever seen it said “goodbye ❤️be good” I was confused and sad but didn’t have a feeling of dread cause that would have woke me up in the middle of the night.
I struggled to understand what I was seeing and if this could really be facts I looked at all possible details and nothing said to me you have a real problem but my gut said something is really wrong though and I need reinforcements at this time. So I texted my oldest daughter she reassured all was well but my heart was still not at ease I know my kids heart no matter how tough they talk I know they heart at the end of the day and this was not like my youngest to never respond even if it was to give me attitude about bugging her. I was so stressed out about it I didn’t know what to think. I called my mom and she helped a lot. I later found out my child was okay in a manner of speaking. But that’s a story for another time I look at her and I realize I have to let her go through these struggles and pray that she comes out like I made it out but so much better then I did and sooner.
I love my children and I hope and pray that they realize life is only a drop in the bucket so they should live it to the best of their ability and enjoy every minute of it cause once it’s over it’s over no coming back ever.
The struggle is now not forever 