Jacksonville women’s expo

I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.together with each other had some laughs has just an enjoyable time. This expo was really well informed encouragement just one of those things that you would want to be a part of I can’t wait till tomorrow.

She was so on point

Corelle, precious stone and light

What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

Yes, it does have special significance. My mother gave me my middle name. My father gave me my first name and last name, but my mom bought out my middle name. She saw me as precious and meaningful, and I also gave significance to who I was as my. Name began with a L and my middle name began with a C so the significance of it was that I was the last child C so when my mom did that she made sure that I was someone to be precious and The end of the road, I’ve always loved my name, but that is the story behind it.

I can only change my self

What is the last thing you learned?

No matter what life brings or throws at me I cannot put myself in the place of someone else. I can only change myself I can take a life throws at me, and either take the punches and cry, or learn from them and move on, and make different choices and change from what Those choices have brought me. I cannot expect the person who threw those packages to change no matter what I do because they are who they are and they are set in their stance and I just have to accept that and be OK with moving on with my life and be happy with who I am because I know that I am not the problem because of everyone that has been in that person‘s life has also love everyone else cannot be the problem so if that person will not look at themselves, they are meant to be alone and I have to accept that and be OK with moving on and buy my own happiness, so that is what I have learned here recently because I am not meant to be unhappy in an abusive, manipulative and unhappy relationship with someone who cannot appreciate me, so I will find my own happiness.

Happy 2023

This year started out pretty slow. I wanted to be up to bring in the new year next to the man I wanted to spend the year with so as I was sitting there and the hours were passing by I decided to get up and go into the den to try to be next to him to watch whatever he was watching on TV and when I got to the door, he stopped me. And said, what are you doing? I said I’m coming in here with you so that we can bring in the year together. He said it’s not midnight, so go back and do whatever you was doing. I shouldn’t have let that bother me, but for some reason it did, and I decided to go lay down and get back up at midnight. I didn’t wake back up until around four in the morning. I had missed everything. I was so disappointed in myself and that fact. It started to paste of the new year letting me know this was going to be another lonely year, and I hate that fact that at least I’ve made some friends that I am going to capitalize on so even if I won’t be spending time with him, I will be spending time with them. Happy New Year y’all

My daughter’s birthday

Today my youngest child turned 23. I am very happy that she has lived a whole Nother year. I am very proud of her and glad that she has done such a great job at surviving this long. I pray that the next year will be a great adventure for her full of great blessings and gifts, and welcome to potential that she will see nothing but goodness and treasure coming her way she is a blessing to be on this earth, and I love her very much. She makes my life happy and want to be encouraged about. I’m hoping to see her more and contribute to her happiness like my mom contributed to mine happy birthday my beautiful daughter. I love you. Lexys

Take time to love folks

I have been struggling the last few days hating the thought of living with regret I moved from New Jersey when I was younger almost 12 and at that time I was really afraid that I (we) would never see our family that I loved so dearly back there and I would have nightmares about it for years cause I thought I would forget them I never went back out there for many many years. Lost so many loved ones over the past 25 years it’s crazy I don’t want to miss any more time with my family I want an am making plans to see y’all at least 3 times a year. I want my grandkids to meet all of you while they are little so that they can grow up loving their family I voted and I’m starting a new diet regimen let y’all know what comes of it

My sisters birthday

This is my last week here in California today is my sister‘s birthday happy birthday Lynette I hope you had a fantastic birthday I have completely enjoyed myself being able to get out and about travel around see things in California that are going on around here and riding the bus and train everywhere I will enjoy my time visiting with my mom my niece I even got to see my nephew Justin while I was out here so I feel good now I’m heading back to Florida it’s been a good day next year will be even better good night. Plus I’ve lost some weight I’ll be on a plane Friday night

In California Dreaming

I have been in California for almost a month now and I have accomplished most of the things I have come to do except for one thing and that’s the most important thing I came to do I’m constantly thinking of different ways to get it done but still have not done it yet. My frustration is overwhelming and I feel like I am close but not there yet. It has been a very productive month but I really need my income to come through that’s my goal and I must lose this weight as well it’s been slow and steady I am working on it every day continuously anyway I met someone who I think is going to be a good match for me also very excited about this person as well keeping positive vibes up to bring in this new person happy Monday

Going to California

I’m going home in a few weeks I haven’t been back there in 5 years and I’m excited to go it’s one of those things where I know I’m going to be around people like me and I will have time to feel like myself and have people who love me for me and the excitement is overwhelming. While at the same time I feel a sadness that I’m leaving my stuff here with someone who doesn’t cherish the things that I cherish not knowing if the things that I love will be here when I get back because of his arrogance and I don’t care attitude even though I know I wouldn’t do that to him he would do that to me and I feel angry and scared all at the same time because these are the things that I didn’t want to lose that I’ve taken with me everywhere that I went. I am very happy to be going around people that celebrate each other where I won’t have to see another birthday alone this year and I will be able to visit friends who like having people over just so many things to do that make life worthwhile I can’t wait to go most of all to get away from here and be in a good happy environment for once without someone who is pessimistic about everything and never has a kind word to say about anyone especially women because he’s bitter and narcissistic on the Covert side due to lack of nurturing I no longer take the blame for that or even care life is to short to live unhappy with someone who is supposed to love me but puts me last at every turn I’m worth more than green that’s just my name anyway happy Juneteenth

Teacher appreciation week

I am subbing for her teacher today she left me a sweet gift. I feel really appreciated today I love this school that I’m at next week I’ll be in my element though. They are always so friendly here and loving and involved it’s like a breath of fresh air the staff speak to you and they smile it’s like that first cuppa coffee in the morning or cappuccino that just makes you take a deep breath and have a sigh of relief do you self that says that’s what I needed. They even gave me Chick-fil-A today I really appreciate them every time I have them here I want to come back the kids are a handful and giggly and wonderful all at the same time it’s like having my own kids on a continuous basis. This is my pre-Mother’s Day teachers appreciation week ending smile on my face happy Friday with icing on top and I lost more weight my grandbaby turned one years old and I feel good.