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My daughter, my daughter, my daughter

On By L Corelle GreenIn abusive partner, black family, Children education, family, Green Royalty, inconsiderate,, my family, Relationships, self love, WomenLeave a comment

I’ve always related to my youngest daughter and the most because she was the one I was closest to out of all of my kids. She was the one that had my face, and she was the one that when she was born my sister had already claimed my other two kids so tell me I had to keep her with me at all times so I always felt this close to her. She was my last child, my baby, the child that was born out of love because I was in love with her father when she was conceived I never dreamed that she would be the one to give me the most heartache or would be the one who would be the biggest liar out of all my kids even though my middle daughter, cosmic pain I never thought that my last daughter would be the one to make me one in my life. I would’ve done anything for her no matter the cost no matter what was going on in my life if I thought that she was in danger or anything was happening, I would’ve moved Heaven and earth for her I didn’t care what it cost me or if I had to lose everything I would do anything to make sure that she was OK. I know you shouldn’t have favorite kids, but she was the one who always had my back and who it felt like she had my back I never dream that she would let a dirtbag guy come in between her and me the reason I call him a dirtbag is because he’s abusive. He’s a cheat and he is a liar. I can’t blame her for the choices that she made because this is the example that I gave her so I should by myself but at some point, we have to take accountability for our actions so let me get down to the situation at hand my daughter have been homeless for sometime now, and she has two small children by two different men. The older son is by another abusive guy who put a gun to her head and the second child is by the most recent dirtbag who tried to throw over a balcony when she came out to California. It was because I was out here and where I am. She knows she always has to open door but she has this entitlement attitude about her She doesn’t like to. Do what’s right she feels like the world owes her something so so she doesn’t like to give anything toward anything whether she lives there with you or not and if you ask her to give towards the house where most people will say you can’t live anywhere for free she gets an attitude, unless it involves her activities such as her bud habit. Should do anything for our kids. I will give her that, but she had nothing to give them so the little bit of money that I had I spent on them she didn’t appreciate that either. She got this real big attitude because I didn’t want her to take my grandkids back over there to the abusive relationship that she Refused to let go of. She tries to claim that I tried to kidnap her kids when we all stayed in the same place and then she lied on the Internet about me claiming that I wanted her to have a baby for me which is disgusting. I never dreamed that the daughter I gave birth to would turn out to be an entitled spoiled brat. I know I have my flaws and I’m definitely not perfect but one thing I am not is sick in the head. I take my medicine every day and I live with the problems that I have. I’m so disappointed that she would buy me to get sympathy on the Internet. Just try to garner sympathy is no good reason to do these types of things I don’t want anything but the best for her I wouldn’t ever kidnap my grandkids even though she’s not stable and is unable to have a place for them to live right now so they’re staying with their other grandmother I still wouldn’t take them from her because that gives her a reason to continue to try to do better I just don’t know what to do because I don’t deserve that she deserves so much better in life but if she’s the kind of person, I just won’t accept help Even when it’s opera continuously I don’t know what else to do. I pray that she will one day find herself and get the help that she needs meanwhile, may the Lord keep her safe these are the things that I pray for all the time while she still bites with this man fist fights let her safety be first and everything else after that.

My my grandbabies keep them safe, protect them from hurt harm or danger

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Let’s see the last thing!

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What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

The last thing I did for play or fun was do some baking and paint a picture or a piece of wood. I was trying to be innovative and enjoy my time to myself. I wanted to bake some cookies to sell, but I ended up just baking to be baking and enjoying some time and talking to my grandkids, even though they don’t talk back it was wonderful just to look at their cute little faces. They’re always so busy into whatever they’re doing. It’s wonderful watching them explore this new world that they’re in. I was also trying to figure out how to get new energy new parts into my life and see how I could explore and bring laughter into my grandkids lives even though I’m always away from them. I miss them anyway that’s what I did for fun what did you do?

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I’ve met a few but I will start with my favorite few of them

Who is the most famous or infamous person you have ever met?

The first ones I remember meeting our Tia & Tamera Mowry and their little brother smart guy they came to my church when it was named the neighborhood Church of God before it changed the name to Pasadena Church guy in Pasadena California they were so nice and pleasant at my church they came with their parents they were still in their early teens and smart guy was so short and cute The next star I met was Stevie Wonder and then I met Mr. Cooper from hanging with Mr. Cooper I guess being from California you see a lot of stars but you don’t meet a lot of them I want to me personally CeCe Winans Brandy and maybe Oprah Winfrey one day but at the top of my list is Michelle Obama that would be a great day. I enjoy inspirational women it shows me that I can meet an inspirational person and be an influence on that inspirational man you became something great that’s what I love about Michelle Obama the most because President Obama became president and her influence encouraged that. Those are the kind of woman I want to be around that kind of influence takes people were in line even like the conversation I watched between Jeezy and Nia Long

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I am most proud of my children and their coping skills

What are you most proud of in your life?

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My children I’ve made it through so many things so many obstacles and are still standing they are all in their own world but they are still connected in one way or another they seem to get separated but still come back around they are strong resilient and such lovely people they seem hard on the outside but when you are in the world you can feel their heart and it’s such a great aura to be around them that you wouldn’t understand how a person that has such deep seated pain can still be so grounded and lovely I am so proud of them for so many different reasons as I watch them grow into more mature adults I see them as the epitome of what great human beings are supposed to be and I love them even more.

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I was 18 years old and:

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When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

I was always a homebody and my mom always told us to be in the house by dark when we were little. One thing you never wanted to hear is her calling your name ever or you were in big trouble. When we got older she got more lenient and we could stay out a little later like 9 or 9:30 unless we were going to church or something then there was no time limit cause church was like a marathon. This one Wednesday night I had just turned 18 in September I was feeling so big and grownup like I could do anything I wanted to I had met this man who was pursuing me really hard I invited him to church and he came my naïve behind thinking he is really into me this lying 35 claiming he is 22 then 28 years old man had my 17 then 18 years old nose wide open. I got out of church and me being all grown now was going to walk home with him at night it was a great walk even if it cast me my senior activities due to the child that came from me being so damn grown. You live and you learn.

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I would give it to my banks trust

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If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?

I would put it aside to gain interest in a trust half for my children and half for my grandsons who are still little to help them realize their dreams when they grow up so they don’t have to worry about getting a head start on life they will know grandma always loved them.

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This was the bus

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This was the bus

I got on the bus this morning and in the front seat where the people with disabilities is supposed to be able to see it were a bunch of teenagers sitting there looking at me giggling and then playing with their phones I looked at them and then I looked at the bus driver they were Hispanic that didn’t matter it was the fact that they saw that I didn’t have the balance that I had a cane and that those feet were obviously for people like me and they didn’t move so I looked at the bus driver she begins to speak in Spanish telling everyone to move back I really couldn’t understand her too well but I caught a little glimpses of what she was saying because I’m rudimentary in Spanish I feel a little dismayed by the whole thing because the driver is supposed to get up and empty those seats when she sees or he and people are not moving I shouldn’t of had to stand that hallway falling all over the place when those seats are there specifically for people like me it was really upsetting.