I feel broken

I lived my life for my children. I wanted them to have the life that I didn’t get to have growing up. I was looking for something that I wasn’t able to get. I ended up failing all the way around I sometimes wonder was any of it worth it? I lost everything. I continue to lose the more I live. I wonder why I’m still alive now. I cry every day. I have this immense sense of brokenness and sadness because all I wanted was a life filled with love and happiness, and all I got was pain and sadness. I wear a smile on my face but inside 90% of the time I wish I was dead. 

Text, voice talk, & video chat plus emoji’s

In what ways do you communicate online?

There are so many ways to communicate online by my favorites by far are through talking texting video chatting and the use of emojis these are the ways I can express myself the most passionate and let it be known how I’m feeling at the same time I love showing the other person how excited I am about the progress something is making or how sad I am that something hurt them or made someone feel a certain way when I am doing a video chat I love to make sure that they understand that I am in it with them and I am expressing that the goal that they had whether it went through or not I am feeling it with them and I am just as excited to accomplish it as they are or am put off with it that they did not get it done as quickly as they would like to as they are as well communicating it so important getting it out the right way is always key.

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They haven’t I still believe Wright is right and wrong is wrong

How have your political views changed over time?

I’ve never been one to mindlessly vote for either party. If there was something I agreed with I would vote for the one who came closest to my viewpoint. If I didn’t agree with either party, I would go with the third party. That was the closest to what I agreed with Until I realized going with the third-party was still basically voting for either Democratic or Republican because if a candidate is not on a ballot, they really don’t have a chance of making it into office so I begin to really do research on which candidate step for what I actually believe in, and how much power each candidate had no matter what office they held and I began to see it didn’t matter whether they were Republican or democrat or green party or freelance if they stay or something that I believe in I would have to go with the one that was closest per se like right now I may not like or agree with everything that Biden is Standing for right now, but I’m not against everything. He’s standing wars as well. My moral side would not allow me to vote for Trump. No matter what he still More because any person that is not for me is by the fault against me, but that doesn’t mean that I would go and vote for DeSantis either, because anyone that doesn’t want my history to be taught cannot be someone over me either. I don’t think anyone is perfect. They all have faults but I’m going to look at the one who is closest to my view and I believe our children should be in the forefront of all of that, so I don’t know who has my vote at this point but I do know I will make an informed decision anyway it’s three days till New Year’s. Happy birthday to my second oldest nephew Justin today I hope life did you good today and I love you.

This year will be a year of great things new beginnings and happy times, and a whole Lotta travel is good

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The historical event is:

What historical event fascinates you the most?

When the whole country got shut down because of COVID-19 I had never seen in my life everything be closedown that was amazing it gave everyone time to reflect and connect on a global level it was very fascinating.

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I’ve lost 22 pounds yay

I have been on this weight loss journey since last year Nov and have not given up well I’ve been on it for years without success so I talked to my doctor about my frustrations and he helped me so ñow I have been dropping pounds consistently and I am very happy about that I’m still looking for my workout partners who will be my companions as well anyway we have almost made it through January already I can see this is going to be a great year and I am very excited about it work is going well and I’m finding like-minded friends that I’m looking to build with this year is helping me see me and I’m loving it Happy Wednesday