My daughter, my daughter, my daughter

I’ve always related to my youngest daughter and the most because she was the one I was closest to out of all of my kids. She was the one that had my face, and she was the one that when she was born my sister had already claimed my other two kids so tell me I had to keep her with me at all times so I always felt this close to her. She was my last child, my baby, the child that was born out of love because I was in love with her father when she was conceived I never dreamed that she would be the one to give me the most heartache or would be the one who would be the biggest liar out of all my kids even though my middle daughter, cosmic pain I never thought that my last daughter would be the one to make me one in my life. I would’ve done anything for her no matter the cost no matter what was going on in my life if I thought that she was in danger or anything was happening, I would’ve moved Heaven and earth for her I didn’t care what it cost me or if I had to lose everything I would do anything to make sure that she was OK. I know you shouldn’t have favorite kids, but she was the one who always had my back and who it felt like she had my back I never dream that she would let a dirtbag guy come in between her and me the reason I call him a dirtbag is because he’s abusive. He’s a cheat and he is a liar. I can’t blame her for the choices that she made because this is the example that I gave her so I should by myself but at some point, we have to take accountability for our actions so let me get down to the situation at hand my daughter have been homeless for sometime now, and she has two small children by two different men. The older son is by another abusive guy who put a gun to her head and the second child is by the most recent dirtbag who tried to throw over a balcony when she came out to California. It was because I was out here and where I am. She knows she always has to open door but she has this entitlement attitude about her She doesn’t like to. Do what’s right she feels like the world owes her something so so she doesn’t like to give anything toward anything whether she lives there with you or not and if you ask her to give towards the house where most people will say you can’t live anywhere for free she gets an attitude, unless it involves her activities such as her bud habit. Should do anything for our kids. I will give her that, but she had nothing to give them so the little bit of money that I had I spent on them she didn’t appreciate that either. She got this real big attitude because I didn’t want her to take my grandkids back over there to the abusive relationship that she Refused to let go of. She tries to claim that I tried to kidnap her kids when we all stayed in the same place and then she lied on the Internet about me claiming that I wanted her to have a baby for me which is disgusting. I never dreamed that the daughter I gave birth to would turn out to be an entitled spoiled brat. I know I have my flaws and I’m definitely not perfect but one thing I am not is sick in the head. I take my medicine every day and I live with the problems that I have. I’m so disappointed that she would buy me to get sympathy on the Internet. Just try to garner sympathy is no good reason to do these types of things I don’t want anything but the best for her I wouldn’t ever kidnap my grandkids even though she’s not stable and is unable to have a place for them to live right now so they’re staying with their other grandmother I still wouldn’t take them from her because that gives her a reason to continue to try to do better I just don’t know what to do because I don’t deserve that she deserves so much better in life but if she’s the kind of person, I just won’t accept help Even when it’s opera continuously I don’t know what else to do. I pray that she will one day find herself and get the help that she needs meanwhile, may the Lord keep her safe these are the things that I pray for all the time while she still bites with this man fist fights let her safety be first and everything else after that.

My my grandbabies keep them safe, protect them from hurt harm or danger

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I don’t understand

My daughter is going through a rough patch right now and I have been very concerned about her for months I had finally gotten her and my grandsons (1&3) out here where she could finally get on her feet and not have to worry about babysitting and homelessness just working building her money up and getting on her feet.

But unbeknownst to me she was still dealing with her abusive ex-baby daddy who got her homeless in the first place tried to kill her 3 different times and is her drug dealer. So at the last minute after I got her (me and other family members) all set up with clothes baby items and was working on getting her a place to live she decided to send the kids back to Texas.

Then sprung on me she was going too but the thing is she has no where to live there plus she has evictions because of the tumultuous relationship with this ex so I told her it didn’t make any sense to live on the streets over there just to be near a guy who told you to your face he hates you. But now she has stopped talking to me.

I don’t take back anything that I said because he doesn’t mean her any good and I got all my information from her it’s crazy what drugs will make you do I just pray he doesn’t hurt her cause I will end up in prison frfr!!!

Please keep my daughter and grandsons in your thoughts and prayers cause they need to be protected back here in California asap

Making homemade bread

What’s your favorite recipe?

A recipe pass down from my grandmother to my mom to me homemade bread I love making it for the holidays sharing it with family and cooking it with those. I love It is a wonderful family tradition, and something that I cherish doing every year around the holidays always wonderful.

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trying to get rid of us

What were your parents doing at your age?

my mom had raised us, and was trying to get us on our own because we were in the stage of failure to launch when she was my age we were still trying to be up under her wing because we loved our mom so much that we had a failure to lunch but eventually we got out on our own and she was still working hard enjoying her life and now we’re doing the same. I guess that’s why we love her so much because she didn’t give up on us. She kept in there and we ended up doing just as good as her greatest mom ever.

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The Rolls-Royce

What is your all time favorite automobile?

My all-time favorite car automobile is the Rolls-Royce in hunter Green. I don’t know which model, but I do know I want handmade with a gold trim specially critiqued to my liking with a hint of black on the inside gold outlining and everything made to my exact specifications it is my favorite car or automobile and it is the car of my dreams ever since I saw it on how it’s made and how they take every inch of it and make it down to a tea how the owner wants it. I have desired that car from the very beginning, it is a magnificent work of art, it is the car I will definitely own in my lifetime

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Let’s see the last thing!

What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

The last thing I did for play or fun was do some baking and paint a picture or a piece of wood. I was trying to be innovative and enjoy my time to myself. I wanted to bake some cookies to sell, but I ended up just baking to be baking and enjoying some time and talking to my grandkids, even though they don’t talk back it was wonderful just to look at their cute little faces. They’re always so busy into whatever they’re doing. It’s wonderful watching them explore this new world that they’re in. I was also trying to figure out how to get new energy new parts into my life and see how I could explore and bring laughter into my grandkids lives even though I’m always away from them. I miss them anyway that’s what I did for fun what did you do?

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Yes, we do most of the time

Do you or your family make any special dishes for the holidays?

My favorite dish that my mom taught me how to make that my grandmother used to make as well is homemade bread made from scratch. I always loved watching my mom make bread because it always tasted so rich and so I love to watch it rise in the oven it had this Smell about it that was so refreshing and sweet even though it was rolls, and it came with cinnamon was always so good even when she didn’t put cinnamon on it, they were so just a hint of sweet, made homemade when she taught me how to do it it was the greatest thing When I taught my daughters how to bake cookies from scratch, that was another great thing that I enjoyed we always love to cook together some of the best dishes I made when you’re enjoying each other company and laughing altogether. I love the holiday season with family, especially cooking together. Do you cook with your family?

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#HBRMethod

What book are you reading right now?

I’ve been reading #HBRMethod Hustle, Believe Receive This Book Is By Far One Of The Best Books I’ve Ever Come Across the way she explains things in this book and talks and then has me to stop and go do the exercises as I’m listening to her in this book is just magical at first I was just going to listen to the book all the way through, and move onto the next book, but it was something about the way that she expressed what was going on in the book that made me actually want to stop and go do the steps as I was listening to it the first time I felt so compelled to do what she was saying that it uplifted me and it motivated me to go do the steps as I was reading the book at this point, I’m still not finished I had gotten through so many chapters in it, and still not understood it so since I didn’t understand it, I went back to chapter 1 I think four times and right now I’m still on chapter 2 even though I have gotten up to chapter 7 I’m back at chapter 2, so that I can grasp everything that she saying and I can do each step, so I don’t remember what all those other chapters that I listen to worry about because I went back to actually do the bucket list that she was talking about and I am ecstatic to be ecstatic about a book. I am excited to see what is coming and what I will accomplish by doing the book her way this book is a phenomenal book and I would recommend it to anyone. I am happy with it I am excited about it and I am enjoying it as I’m going through it. sometimes it takes me days to do one task that she said in the book but I’m overly excited when I finally get back to it to do it. I’ll be doing so many other things, but it is always in my head and in my mind what she said to do and I’m excited when I get back to it because it’s like wow, I’m accomplishing one more thing that I needed to accomplish in this book so I can’t wait to see what the next thing is that I have to do and I really can’t wait till I go back to my bucket list and see the things that I have accomplished just from writing them down anyway that’s the book I’m reading right now and I’m really happy about it.

PS I’m sorry I have not posted in a couple days. I have been so distracted with things that I’ve been going on around here. I clearly have missed you guys but I’m happy to be here today I have endured or endeavor to start a business and I’m just trying to get all my ducks in a row so that I can flourish in it since I love children so much and I want to have them around me Constantly mostly babies I’ve decided to do a daycare I’m gonna see how that works since it’s obvious I’m gonna be fighting Social Security for a really long time I can’t be without an income. I am frustrated by that a lot a lot but I’m not gonna let them win I’m gonna keep on living, anyway sorry for not being here I really do love my people which are you guys never give up if you believe you’re supposed to be somewhere keeps driving to get there I promise you’ll get you will get there or you’ll get definitely close anyway enjoy the rest of your day.

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Age 17 I would relive

Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

I was a junior in high school. It was a very exciting year. It was the year my mom took early childhood development with me in ROP (regional occupational program). We went together for three hours after I got out of school every day and then I was able to do internships at a daycare center. It was a fun time to get it done being with my mom and then working with small children, I had fun doing it every day. I had a love for children from way back then then for my birthday when I turned 17 I got this 26 speed bike. I was so excited and happy about my birthday. It was such a wonderful time it was some thing and I had asked for for a long time, and I always loved riding my bike, it was one of those moments. I enjoyed it so much that year was one of the best years of my life. If I had to do over again, I would.

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My wishes are:

You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

My Wishes

Come to me so mote it be

My first wish is to be able to see all of my family and friends living and dead all the time and talk to them with no separation ever.

My second wish is that I not ever have to worry about money again that I would always have a surplus of income that is always coming to me that is never ending overflowing in all of my bank accounts in my wallet in all of my hiding places in my safes and everywhere that I be that I have gold bars safe deposit boxes and money coming from everywhere always that I am not ever with our income ever again checks in the mail every day that is always above $10,000.

My third wish is that I have at least 10 children multiple grandchildren and great grandchildren that I live in a beautiful home that all of them can come to visit and that I am surrounded by love and beautiful things always with my favorite car a Rolls-Royce with a man who loves only me

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