It’s my birthday let’s talk

What personality trait in people raises a red flag with you?

The personality traits that raised red flags with me out of other people are when they are incapable of having a conversation. They just talk and talk and talk and never listen to what the other person has to say to me that’s a red flag because they don’t take the time to get to know the other person they just go off on a tangent and never have any kind of real conversation. It shows me that the person is selfish and very self-centered, and it starts off the relationship in a bad light

Today is my birthday. I turned 50 years old. I celebrated my birthday by going to eat with my mom. I had a very nice meal and enjoyed her company as well. I always loved my birthday because it’s my national holiday. there were times when I was celebrating my birthday all month long because one day just wasn’t enough. My birthday is a very special time to me and I’m glad I was able to celebrate it with my mom now I have to make preparations for the next few days in order to keep the celebration happy and going today was a good day. Happy birthday to me.

Happy 50th birthday to me

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My Mother’s Day

I got up early to make sure I made it to church with my mom I got her some of her favorite stuff and a adventurous book to learn more about her life and things that she had never thought about before because one day I would love to pass on her knowledge to my kids and grandchildren something I was not able to do with my grandmom.

Church was ok except for the fact that they didn’t celebrate mom’s they celebrated women and in doing that they didn’t have enough of the celebratory stuff for all the moms cause they gave everyone even girls (not moms) the gift so I gave mine to my mom so she wouldn’t be without one since they ran out before getting to her.

After church we went to my sisters house to chill for Mother’s Day and my sister got me the best gift she got me a personalized blanket made for me with really special words and photo on it she made me cry I got her a meal plan book so she can write her meals out for the week since she loves to eat healthy

We watched a movie together all 3 of us that was really nice I love our time together after that me and my mom left and I got her something to eat then we came home our day was pretty good I hope yours was too

Happy Mother’s Day 2025

Mother’s Day’s 2025

Moved out of state

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

I picked up and moved to start a new chapter in my life. I don’t regret that I regret what happened when I got there, but I don’t regret moving. They have venture was wonderful. The experience was eye-opening and I learned a lot about different states and how they operate and let me know that a lot of things that happen in different places are not like home so it also gave me different perspectives on how people are when they grow up in certain environments and with certain aspects of life when they are influenced by a certain atmosphere all of their lives, knowing that lets me know Where I would not want to live ever again and where the people are, that are not my kind of people.  For example Florida is one of the most toxic states I’ve ever lived in. They are not the moral high ground, and they are very explicit in the way they live there. They don’t believe in being faithful and most of the men there do not respect the women they have in their lives as well as the women are the same way as the man compared to California or New Jersey. I won’t even mention Texas because that would take 100 more pages. 

I feel broken

I lived my life for my children. I wanted them to have the life that I didn’t get to have growing up. I was looking for something that I wasn’t able to get. I ended up failing all the way around I sometimes wonder was any of it worth it? I lost everything. I continue to lose the more I live. I wonder why I’m still alive now. I cry every day. I have this immense sense of brokenness and sadness because all I wanted was a life filled with love and happiness, and all I got was pain and sadness. I wear a smile on my face but inside 90% of the time I wish I was dead. 

God has always been there

God is so good he has done so much for me even though I gave up on Him at one point in my life I remember Him so well here is a story about His protection over me and my family: I was living in Long Beach California and my family had to move and had not found another place to live I told God what am I going to do I had the money just not the place and God said nothing. So I went with my kids to a hotel but now my money was running out. I said God I know you got me what am I to do (this came from being taught all my life God takes care of His own) I went down to catholic  charities and they didn’t have anything I went back to the hotel the very day I ran out of money I said God it’s all on you this is it and that very day all doors open and every door after that was nothing but Him. Even though I may not always agree with what or the way God does stuff He always makes me move the way I’m supposed to move God is good!!

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I need your help my dogs are my life. They were taken from me unjustly I am asking for your help to bring them back. Please donate today to help me bring them home. Thank you for your help in this matter. Donate to my GoFundMe today.

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Making homemade bread

What’s your favorite recipe?

A recipe pass down from my grandmother to my mom to me homemade bread I love making it for the holidays sharing it with family and cooking it with those. I love It is a wonderful family tradition, and something that I cherish doing every year around the holidays always wonderful.

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My tolerance for things

What do you think gets better with age?

As I get older I noticed that my ability to deal with circumstances and people have gotten better I live my life almost aging like a fine wine. I recognize that I am able to function a lot better when I am more tolerant of circumstances and people I live life to the fullest I marvel at circumstances with a hard topic to discuss or people who don’t take you into consideration when accomplishing a goal but I’ve also learned that I can’t function much better when I either deal with those types of people less or have a more functional ability to love them through everything they’re doing. What do you think gets better with age?

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