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Stupid

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If you had to give up one word that you use regularly, what would it be?

I have several conversations with a certain person during the day and as I am talking to this person, I am always saying in my mind. In my thoughts when I walk away this person is so stupid. Why do they think like this? That was stupid this is stupid. Why do they act so stupid? Why is there behavior so stupid Why do I put up with this stupid Ness of this person every other word out of my mouth when dealing with this person is always the word stupid coming out of my mouth or a certain instances coming out of my mouth about this person makes me think that I am becoming stupid from dealing with them and I keep thinking that you are a product of the company that you keep so I always try to rephrase my thoughts and cautioned myself to put a cap on what I’m about to say or do so that I do not let that word stupid come out of my mouth because I know the more that I said the more I am bringing that back into my life so that is the one word there are others, but that is the main word that I really am working on getting rid of out of my thoughts out of my mouth and out of my heart when it comes to things that happen during my daily routine.

When I accomplish some thing big my meeting my grandchildren for the first time

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What brings a tear of joy to your eye?

When my grandchild was born, and I found out that he was healthy and safe that made me the happiest brought tears of joy to my eyes knowing that my daughter was OK and my grandbaby was here and one piece I felt good I felt happy I felt like the world was right.

Late night

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What’s your favorite time of day?

When I’m in my room and I’m able to think about the things I accomplished during the day and I’m able to meditate and bring peace before I go to sleep and think about what my day brought, and how I made it through all of it and then to see what is to come And begin to manifest what is next for the future? It brings me a calm and makes me smile every time before I lay down, take my deep breath and breathe in all the gratitude that I feel for having made it through one more day, knowing that what a have just manifest it is already on the way And I feel happy and grateful right before I go to sleep.

With responsible, intelligent men and women

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How would you design the city of the future?

My city of the future, what reside with men who want sons and daughters to grow up and be respectable, loving, caring, supportive, and intelligent, who believe in family and community it would have women who believe in the growth and development of strong minds great atmospheres and technology of the future it would also have schools that employ scientists history buffs a strong black community stores that accentuate health and healthy living also cooking classes with trades to help kids who don’t have a desire to go to college develop skills to develop into things that will help our city stay revolving. My city of the future would also have recycling that pays and replenishes needed accessories in our city. It would have virtual reality, community centers, hospitals of the future, with the best technology and doctors in it. Fitness centers, churches, and activity centers. It would be an all inclusive, helpful, hopeful, and pleasant place to be.

Excitement anticipation for the future

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What positive emotion do you feel most often?

The most positive emotion that I feel most of the time is excitement from thinking about what I have coming up for the future things that I have planned things that I am going to do for my goals that I have sat and have decided that I’m going to achieve so I am often very happy thinking about the motivation that will help me a accomplish those things

Soft and vulnerable

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How would you describe yourself to someone who can’t see you?

Hello, I am LeSheena my name given me at birth by my father. My mother name is Corelle. I love that name. Both of them are elegant to me. My hair is a soft right now golden brown because I colored it but naturally, it’s a darker brown it comes down to the middle of my neck, even though I want it to come to the middle on my back or lower it always feels soft even though it looks like it’s course. My skin tone is like a milk chocolate that makes me proud. I was the outside child as a girl so that’s how I got certain little dark spots on my skin, but I just called those growing pains from jumping over fences, getting little blotches and doing crazy stuff as a kid I have one tattoo from a previous life that signifies the people I love and love to earrings holes in each ear I always wanted my ears pierced. My grandmother got my first hole in my ear, and then I got the second one in my ear and my earring last and final one in my nose. My eyes are a dark brown. I wish they were at Hazel or green. It’s just something about that color green is always been my favorite but they are dark brown. Luckily, my prayers were answered and my daughter came out with the color that I want it in her eyes, I am 58 approximately 243 pounds constantly dropping the weight working at it eating healthy trying to get it down as fast as possible after having so many surgeries it’s been a task but it’s not one that I’m willing to give up on One minute I go to the doctor and they say I’m 58 the next they say I’m five 7 1/2 bye I still stick with 58 my shoe size is supposed to be an 11 but sometimes I look up and can’t wear at 10 or 10 1/2 that I would like should have it at least my clothes stay consistent love to wear jeans and things like that but when push comes to shove, I always like loose fitting clothes that make me feel comfortable and let sell that is a little bit about me. What about you?

It’s three games

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What’s your favorite game (card, board, video, etc.)? Why?

The first one is temple run two, the second one is Township, the third one is spades. The reason I like these three games are they make me think they keep my mind entertained and they help me to learn new things and I have to be really good and focus on playing them And engaging with other people in order to get the things I need to accomplish certain goals in my games which makes it even more fun. I don’t play them all the time but when I do, it becomes a crazy addiction and I can’t stop playing them and what are your games that you enjoy playing? One other game I forgot to mention is bop it that game is also so much fun.

Meditation and relaxation

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What strategies do you use to increase comfort in your daily life?

I use meditation to help clear my mind and think about my goals for the day and visualize my future plans relaxation to help me take the weight off from the things I’ve done during the day and filter out and work through whatever it is that I needed to redo

Yes I have more than one

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Have you ever had surgery? What for?

More than 3

The first surgery I had was minor surgery as a child. I walked past a shard of glass from a large, broken picture window. I sliced my leg along my calf leg on the left side. I had to be rushed to the hospital. I also had hand surgery from letting a fire cracker blow up in my hand. Another minor surgery where stitches were needed.This is before the time of numbing the area so I had to get several stitches and the held down in order to stay still. My next surgery, was when I had been in labor for two days. My son was being very stubborn and not wanting to get in the right position so my labor was being prolong until the core began to wrap around his neck from all of his turning so I ended up having to have a C-section on an emergency my next surgery after that was a planned surgery my daughter then a third C-section after that, I had to have a thyroidectomy because my thyroid was not functioning correctly, and had created a mass, the size of a potato in my throat (a goiter) and another mass the size of a football in my chest, which was causing me to not be able to breathe correctly and have fainting spells often so I had to have open chest surgery and throat surgery. After that one, I had a total hysterectomy because of problems with my uterus and anemia and bleeding problems. My body has been through quite a bit, but I would say it has all been worth it.

God is life

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How important is spirituality in your life?

Spirituality is very important to me because God is life.

God has made my life worthwhile and worth living things haven’t always been easy but with him by my side, I’ve been able to get through a lot and not go over the deep end. I’ve had some very traumatic events in my life. I didn’t know what was coming next or what to do, but my faith and my belief kept me going. There’s so much more I could say, but I want him with this God is everything..