I didn’t get the post yesterday

Yesterday I had a long day I got up first thing in the morning thinking I was going to go and do my second donation at plasma and got disappointed because their system was down I waited there for over an hour to no avail it was very disappointing I ended up having to leave it would have been my high day which I was kind of looking forward to but since that didn’t happen I figured I’ll go and take care of some other business. I left there came home and all of a sudden I felt drained I wanted to rest for a while I knew a friend of mine was going to an event later on and I was excited to go with him to that event we had talked about it and it was going to be a nice event but when it came time he asked me what I was going to do and I said I’m going with you and he commenced to tell me that I wasn’t going with him I was going to have to drive myself there and meet him there that was another disappointment because I didn’t think it made sense for us to be leaving from the same house going to the same event but in different cars so I decided not to go.

I decided to stay home take a nice long bath and relax for the rest of the day I was a little frustrated by the turn of events of the day but I was willing to just let the day slide by and start a new the next day so as I was in the tub I got a text from another friend of mine who invited me out to chill with her and had I had went to that other event I wouldn’t have been here to get that call so I went out with her and had a wonderful time came back home in high spirits sat down had a drink and went to bed happy the day wasn’t a total bust after all woke up this morning and enjoyed my Sunday I hope you enjoyed your day too. Sometimes taking care of self and your own mental stability can change everything around you self care is very important I’m learning that everyday.

I also was able to talk to my daughter and grandson and see his cute little bubbly face that made my day too I love when I have these moments to enjoy little times with family it makes life seem not so lonely and I also love my job very much the kids I work with can be challenging but that makes it that much better because they keep my mind running and they keep me focused on what needs to be done and I enjoyed that a lot too anyway good night

Monday workday

Today was a tough work day but very entertaining the kids I worked with were very outgoing and talkative they have a very intuitive mindset and we’re constantly on the move it was a massive overtaking of individualized personalities and innovative mindsets today on top of the back it’s my daughters birthday I’m really proud of her she always brings a smile to my face every time I think about the day of her birth and everything that happened that day I feel the glimpse of joy and happiness knowing that she was my last born and my life is all the better because she exists anyway happy birthday my youngest I love you

A disappointment

Last night I was very excited I got dressed was looking beautiful to go out and see the concert that I won on the radio only to get there and find out I was not put on the list I tried to reach out to the radio and my favorite radio host Teeroy to no avail I was completely disappointed when I had to leave without seeing the artist because the man at the entrance said I cannot let you in without being on this list. The music was playing there were people coming in and the vibe was really nice but I just could not be one of the participants in the atmosphere so I left there sat in my car for a minute trying to think of how I could reach somebody to let it be known I belonged on that list.

Since I was unsuccessful I left and came home and thought about my next move for the night and enjoy the night watching TV and solitude at my house the Sunday was still nice today and I enjoyed the rest of the day last night I hope you have had a productive Sunday as well. But the disappointment was still real to me times that happens in life you still have to roll with the punches and keep moving forward there are always better days ahead I know that and I believe that.

Happy Black Friday

I use to love to shop on Black Friday it was the most exciting day of the year for me to go out in the rush and get educational toys and gifts as well as electronic gifts for my kids to help make learning fun for them I was always excited to see what new gadget had come out so I could surprise them with it and make them smile on Christmas

I haven’t shopped on Black Friday in some years now because my kids are grown and because the way life has went for me I am happy I have a young grandson to do a little something for he is so handsome and growing so fast I love him so much already. I hope his first Christmas is a great

Me and my grandson

He has so much life to look forward to and I am so proud of him and my daughter who is his mommy she does everything she can to make sure he is taken care of happy Black Friday

Happy Thanksgiving eve

I have started cooking my meal for Thanksgiving got the macaroni and cheese done got the cornbread done got my potatoes and eggs down for potato salad cleaned it turkey clean my greens and I am working on the corn on the cob and contemplating what to do for dessert because I have ice cream and pie that I’ve made but thinking I want to sweet potato pie I’m pretty sure it’s going to come out great I hope that you are having a great Thanksgiving as well

This year is very satisfying so far I even won tickets to go to an event where the 69 boys are recording a video and I get to be there to see it and be a part of it on Thanksgiving night very excited about that as well enjoy the rest of your night

A dream come true

I believe in manifesting what you want and putting things out there believing that they are going to happen and my manifestation has come to reality on so many occasions over the last few years it’s almost scary but expected one thing I’ve learned is to not ever second-guess what I believe and how I know things will work out because the smallest bit of doubt is like a wildfire to a dream or a manifestation it causes things to go in the wrong direction.

When I put things that I desire out I believe that whatever it is is going to happen and that I’m going to see it in this life I’ve done a few things and I’ve seen it with my own eyes to know that it is real and true and it happens for me because of that I stick with the knowledge that I know and have even if sometimes the manifestation takes longer to come about or the situation warrants more action on my part I sift through what it is that I need to do and step back after I’ve done that and watch everything come together I guess it’s the process of getting out of my own way so that my blessings can come to me.

I’ve been doing this for about 3 years now because in the past I felt powerless and unable to control the things that happened around me to me and because of me so I wanted to take my power back and that took courage and strong believe but it worked and now I’m on the right path to do the right thing and make things happen the way that I envision I see and I am capable of working to get them done. Happy Monday week of Thanksgiving I will be talking about the things I am thankful for this week I hope you have things that you’re thankful for as well till tomorrow.

Sunday Funday

Today I had a very eventful day I was invited out to eat with a friend and had a very enjoyable time at Applebee’s football was on and the waitress was very attentive and caring it’s always nice to get out and have good company I even got to see the river I love the places here in Jacksonville. It’s always fun to be out in the company and have great people around to enjoy a night out with.

I also was able to get a few things done on my computer and set up a few things to get prepared for Thanksgiving and most importantly I talk to my daughter and my handsome grandson who always light up my life. Having them around has made my life a joy.

Now it’s time to get prepared for work tomorrow and get settled in for the holidays ahead this will be a great time to go out talk to my dogs and give them special treats so that they can feel a part of the holidays to have a great rest of your Sunday.