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Sunday Vibes

On By L Corelle GreenIn family, Relationships, self loveLeave a comment

Today started out pretty good I woke up late in the morning went to pick up my meds and then came back home. To a man that always feels the things he says are simple when everything he says or ask is always a prelude to something way more sinister and taxing but he doesn’t ever see it that way so I’m always left with feelings of inadequacy or like I’ve caused a problem when I haven’t.

Then he’ll attach it to something else that has nothing to do with the subject at hand like he did me a favor by doing something when in the end he was the one that got the pleasure out of it, it’s crazy but I don’t get upset I’m used to it by I know I shouldn’t be because it’s not normal. I’m working on working through things and getting myself together so that I can be the best me possible.

I’m learning to enjoy my life even if I have to do that alone because my peace of mind is the most important to me and living my life the best way that I can is to me the best thing that I can do for myself and my family. Have a great Sunday you guys.

The Event

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Today my husband is going to be Selling food

At the Rains and Rebault game I hope he does well he has been planning this for a couple weeks now him and a friend of his go Ron good luck baby come out and support your favorite team and give him a little support too while you’re out there

A victory

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Today was a good day I got out did some running around and accomplished some of my goals. The thing that I’m most happy about is that my daughter won in court I believed that she would and I had a huge amount of Faith and family support for her rooting for her to win and it happened it’s not easy when you feel all alone when everyone is far away but you know that people love you no matter what.

I’m so proud of the woman that she has become and how she’s always willing to give and be a support system for others her and her sister are always there for each other and that makes it that much better knowing that they are over there dealing with life on life’s terms with each other it makes me proud to know that I instilled some great values in them for each other.

There is nothing better than the love of family and the commitment of relationship that is there for each of us to have each other I always love family and no matter what happens in life no matter how far apart we are I always know that when push comes to shove we have each other’s back anyway that was today’s venture tomorrow will be a new one.

Am I wrong

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I want to be with a man that is open and honest with me. Doesn’t beat around the bush and play games with my heart or my head. Is that to much to ask for in a relationship?

I am very open minded and willing to give my everything to the people I care about as long as I feel the same thing in return it’s hard to give when I feel like I’m not appreciated or whatever I do falls on deaf ears.

I know relationships are give an take but what happens when you’re always giving and the other person minimizes what you give and makes it seem as if what they give is more significant than what you do? Even when what you do is really their responsibility and you take up the slack for them in every way possible when is enough enough?

MY CURSE Her Life

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When I was 3yrs old I lost my father to a heart attack I remembered small things about him but for the most part the main thing I remembered most was him falling down in church and never getting back up again. There was a lot around him falling but that was the main thing for me a small 3yr old on the front row in church.

After that we only had my mom and even though she was a great parent there are things that boys and girls really need from their dad. So when I thought to myself about when I grew up I knew just like my mom, and grandparents I was going to be a wife and mother raise my children with both parents. What I didn’t know was I never learned how to be a mate better yet a girlfriend I just knew how to obey and follow instructions. That’s what I was taught be seen and not heard and don’t cause a seen even if you don’t like it deal with it because they are your elder. It wasn’t proper to let my feelings be known. So I let men run all over me give me children and not take responsibility and leave me alone.

I thought I reversed it when I married and stayed with a man while my children were still young but he turned out to be the worst of the worse and my ex.

Now I’m watching the same pattern unfold in front of my eyes and I feel helpless to fight it and sad that I was unable to make sure that this didn’t happen to my children as it did to me the one thing I am super happy about is no matter what is going on with them they always support each other as I and my siblings did I didn’t go wrong there.

I take full responsibility

On By L Corelle GreenIn Relationships2 Comments

When I was growing up I was the youngest of 4 children my sister was the oldest who was 7 years older than me. My brothers were in the middle the younger of the two of them was still 4 years older than me often me and my (as I would call him) my older younger brother would bump heads a lot cause he always seem to be a big head to me but as a child my favorite word was “black dog” I would always get in trouble over that and fighting with my brother my other brother was my favorite he was funny and always cool to be around.

My mom always left my sister in charge we had the most fun on our block being latchkey kids our house was the spot to be at. It always seemed like we were the life of the party no matter where we lived there was this unspoken bond between us that made a world 🌎 of difference no matter who was around us. Especially if we sang together the harmony was out of this world.

We all live in different places now and we don’t get together like we use to I think 💭 of my siblings often and sometimes miss those holidays we would eat and watch movie marathons together because our interest are so much the same.

I realize there is nothing wrong with being smart or having smart people in my corner and I will not dumb down how I communicate in order to please anyone I take full responsibility for my own life and happiness and I choose to surround myself with like minded people who have goals and dreams that they plan on achieving I will not quit until I complete my task!

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Sunday News

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I woke up yesterday morning to the worst message I could have ever seen it said “goodbye ❤️be good” I was confused and sad but didn’t have a feeling of dread cause that would have woke me up in the middle of the night.

I struggled to understand what I was seeing and if this could really be facts I looked at all possible details and nothing said to me you have a real problem but my gut said something is really wrong though and I need reinforcements at this time. So I texted my oldest daughter she reassured all was well but my heart was still not at ease I know my kids heart no matter how tough they talk I know they heart at the end of the day and this was not like my youngest to never respond even if it was to give me attitude about bugging her. I was so stressed out about it I didn’t know what to think. I called my mom and she helped a lot. I later found out my child was okay in a manner of speaking. But that’s a story for another time I look at her and I realize I have to let her go through these struggles and pray that she comes out like I made it out but so much better then I did and sooner.

I love my children and I hope and pray that they realize life is only a drop in the bucket so they should live it to the best of their ability and enjoy every minute of it cause once it’s over it’s over no coming back ever.