Tag: Mental health

My favorite form of physical exercise is walking

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What is your favorite form of physical exercise?

I enjoy walking because I enjoy the scenery around me I enjoy that thinking patterns that happened while I am moving going towards something and I enjoy the rest breaks that I often have to take while doing a consistent but overwhelmingly basic walk I am able to clear my head and know that I have burned at least 160 cal it makes me feel good knowing that I put some kind of effort into maintaining an active lifestyle even though I know I’m going to feel any Normas amount of pain later at that moment I am proud that I was able to get it done. I don’t get out and do these walks all the time I used to ride a bike and breathe the air in while just exploring around praying and just focusing on what I was doing while enjoying the scenery but here lately over the past few years those tasks have become impossible to do so a little walk here and there I can still accomplish that goal and still feel proud of myself that I am still being active and able to share my joy of exercise and I still love it. What are the exercises that you enjoy doing?

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A digital home designer

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What alternative career paths have you considered or are interested in?

I would make a 3-D model of a home to certain specifications and then build it up to have all of the amenities in the house looking spectacular with the kitchen, bathroom, living room, dining room, music, room, home theater, the area by the pool with a separate entrance to that house connected to that pool area and a music room that has the padded doors so that when you’re in there practicing in the sound booth connected to the music room you can’t be heard Throughout the entire house, having a movie theater in the house as well as a room full of delicacies, whether it’s candy, treats, gourmet types of candies and food of that sort with a healthy balanceU each room that is the career that I will tackle and love doing.

Getting back into my own business

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What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?

Why don’t you go for it?

I have always been the person who can make things happen whether it’s accomplishing goals making money helping someone doing things that I see need to be done and having great potential at getting it done but here lately I’ve been hesitant because I guess fear of failure so I’ve held back I listen to my partner constantly tell me what I can’t do and what I don’t understand and knowing that if I got out and actually did what I know I can do with leave him in the dust I have just sat back and let him talk and just constantly bit my tongue over and over again not wanting to cause a conflict or be pushed over the edge. I am one of those people who when I get into something I go ahead first and I come out on top but I forget about all those Loose Ends on the side And I don’t want to do that this time so that’s why I’ve been holding back but in the back of my mind, I constantly hear myself telling me you know what you can do. Why don’t you just do it.

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I am most proud of my children and their coping skills

What are you most proud of in your life?

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My children I’ve made it through so many things so many obstacles and are still standing they are all in their own world but they are still connected in one way or another they seem to get separated but still come back around they are strong resilient and such lovely people they seem hard on the outside but when you are in the world you can feel their heart and it’s such a great aura to be around them that you wouldn’t understand how a person that has such deep seated pain can still be so grounded and lovely I am so proud of them for so many different reasons as I watch them grow into more mature adults I see them as the epitome of what great human beings are supposed to be and I love them even more.

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Most days I wish I was dead

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What’s something most people don’t know about you?

I walk around with a smile on my face but behind that smile I feel as if my life has been one big disappointment after another I wanted to raise my kids in a good environment taking them on family trips like I experienced as a child what I got was brainwashed by someone who knew I was already vulnerable needing and desiring love to take advantage of me and ruin my children’s lives forever in one way or another.

Some days I think of driving into on coming traffic or taking a bunch of sleeping pills just to stop my pain or to stop thinking that I’ve failed my children even though they are all grown now my pain is still great and I still struggle with it

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Rested and still more tired

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Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?

Lazy days I try to rest but I still feel more tired I lay down I try to rest I try to clear my mind I try to meditate not think about anything maybe even focus on what is to come and then not focus on anything at all but yet I still feel tired I guess doing all of that trying I’m not resting so I guess I have to not focus so much and just rest

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Honesty, integrity, and loyalty

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What principles define how you live?

The principles that grew up with was always be loyal, be transparent, and be as honest as possible have integrity, and everything that you do, and don’t mislead people, because being misleading can cost you your life always let people make their own choices. Don’t take the choice from them because it’s not fair and it’s not right And they can hurt you in more ways than one when you devote yourself to something follow through because when you follow through more than likely when the tables turn around and you need someone they will follow through for you don’t give to receive give just because because those things Matter the most and it always comes back around and one way or another always have faith and know that things will work out. It might not be the way you see it but it will be the way it needs to be because things always work out in my favor Weather now or later and never give up no matter how bad it looks or how it seems and even if it looks as if everything is going wrong and everyone is against you because it might be 100 knows where are you in 1000 it only takes one gas to make all the difference And I know that yes it’s coming so these are the principles I live by and I haven’t messed yet. I falling down and I’ve been down for a while but I always get back up.

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Understanding why!

On By L Corelle GreenIn adventure, black family, family, inconsiderate,, making money, my family, narcissist, People, Polyamory relationships, Relationships, self love, travel, WomenLeave a comment

What have you been putting off doing? Why?

I have been fighting Social Security for over six years now and for the life of me I have been in a fog just going through the motions every day trying to figure out what The next step is to get my life back in order which direction to go or whether to just cut my losses and do what I know best to do and every time I start to go in that direction I feel like I am on the brink of, doing something that will turn my life upside down if I go that route because making rash choices in my life in the past has cost me greatly and I don’t wanna do it again even though I don’t regret those choices I don’t want to do them again and end up in a hole bigger than I’ve ever been in even though I’m not happy in the situation I’m in right now and I know I don’t wanna be in it for the rest of my life I don’t want to uproot again and start over somewhere else without having my ducks in a row or having a solid plan I don’t want to begin again without at least having everything that I know I came here with because it wouldn’t be right and I would be devastated so I’m trying to understand what it is that I need to do and why I am so hesitant to move forward even though I know I am able to land on my feet and get things done I just don’t feel like I am supposed to go anywhere right now and I don’t understand why so that is why I am trying to figure out why and why it’s taking so long and it’s such a difficult fight to get everything moving forward for me right now why am I being held here.

I am putting off making plans I am really living my life the way that I want to live it actually finding the love that will love me the way that I am used to being loved having someone who is compatible with me who is honest and loving and giving and has roots like I do and who is honorable who I wouldn’t mind taking Home to my mom and who has morals and things of that sort who I can travel with who will cherish me and celebrate me as I would them this is what I’m putting off with the life I’m living right now it’s like my life is shrouded in secrecy because of who I am with and what I’m dealing with and I’m tired of living in shame. I am a family oriented person and I want the person who I am with to be family oriented as well I love my family and I love traveling I don’t want to be just one of many I am the one and that is how it should be so this is what I’m putting off and I don’t want to continue that for much longer.

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I was 18 years old and:

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When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

I was always a homebody and my mom always told us to be in the house by dark when we were little. One thing you never wanted to hear is her calling your name ever or you were in big trouble. When we got older she got more lenient and we could stay out a little later like 9 or 9:30 unless we were going to church or something then there was no time limit cause church was like a marathon. This one Wednesday night I had just turned 18 in September I was feeling so big and grownup like I could do anything I wanted to I had met this man who was pursuing me really hard I invited him to church and he came my naïve behind thinking he is really into me this lying 35 claiming he is 22 then 28 years old man had my 17 then 18 years old nose wide open. I got out of church and me being all grown now was going to walk home with him at night it was a great walk even if it cast me my senior activities due to the child that came from me being so damn grown. You live and you learn.

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I would give it to my banks trust

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If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?

I would put it aside to gain interest in a trust half for my children and half for my grandsons who are still little to help them realize their dreams when they grow up so they don’t have to worry about getting a head start on life they will know grandma always loved them.

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