Jacksonville women’s expo

I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.together with each other had some laughs has just an enjoyable time. This expo was really well informed encouragement just one of those things that you would want to be a part of I can’t wait till tomorrow.

She was so on point

Corelle, precious stone and light

What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

Yes, it does have special significance. My mother gave me my middle name. My father gave me my first name and last name, but my mom bought out my middle name. She saw me as precious and meaningful, and I also gave significance to who I was as my. Name began with a L and my middle name began with a C so the significance of it was that I was the last child C so when my mom did that she made sure that I was someone to be precious and The end of the road, I’ve always loved my name, but that is the story behind it.

I can only change my self

What is the last thing you learned?

No matter what life brings or throws at me I cannot put myself in the place of someone else. I can only change myself I can take a life throws at me, and either take the punches and cry, or learn from them and move on, and make different choices and change from what Those choices have brought me. I cannot expect the person who threw those packages to change no matter what I do because they are who they are and they are set in their stance and I just have to accept that and be OK with moving on with my life and be happy with who I am because I know that I am not the problem because of everyone that has been in that person‘s life has also love everyone else cannot be the problem so if that person will not look at themselves, they are meant to be alone and I have to accept that and be OK with moving on and buy my own happiness, so that is what I have learned here recently because I am not meant to be unhappy in an abusive, manipulative and unhappy relationship with someone who cannot appreciate me, so I will find my own happiness.

Being a servant.

What experiences in life helped you grow the most?

As a child. I was taught. To do as I was told. The always. Listen to those older than me. And not be. Obstinate or. Two verbally aggressive. Always respect my elders. And do. Whatever is necessary. To stay out of the way. In some ways, that was. A promising aspect of my life. But in other ways. It led to obedience. Without. Really taking into account what was going on. Such as? If someone was taking advantage of me. Or. Hurting me. I didn’t know the difference. Between being taken advantage of or. Doing as I was told to be a good girl. I was just. Doing blind obedience. In order to. Be pleasing and not be in the way. This led to a lot of. Unexpected abuse. Because I wanted to be. That. Good person and that obedient person who did not want to be. The one who was considered difficult. Even if it ended up hurting me in the end. I still. Wanted to make sure I did. What? Society would consider the right thing. Even when it seemed and felt like the wrong thing. At the end of the day. I learned a lot from the years experiences. Because. I now know blind obedience. Causes more harm than good. And it doesn’t help anyone. It just makes everyone involved miserable. So it’s always best to ask questions. Get involved in the process. And. When something doesn’t feel right. Stop it. Right then. No matter what. You can always rebound. You can’t go back. So these are the lessons that I have learned. Over time in life. And I’m glad that I’ve learned them

Happy 2023

This year started out pretty slow. I wanted to be up to bring in the new year next to the man I wanted to spend the year with so as I was sitting there and the hours were passing by I decided to get up and go into the den to try to be next to him to watch whatever he was watching on TV and when I got to the door, he stopped me. And said, what are you doing? I said I’m coming in here with you so that we can bring in the year together. He said it’s not midnight, so go back and do whatever you was doing. I shouldn’t have let that bother me, but for some reason it did, and I decided to go lay down and get back up at midnight. I didn’t wake back up until around four in the morning. I had missed everything. I was so disappointed in myself and that fact. It started to paste of the new year letting me know this was going to be another lonely year, and I hate that fact that at least I’ve made some friends that I am going to capitalize on so even if I won’t be spending time with him, I will be spending time with them. Happy New Year y’all

My daughter’s birthday

Today my youngest child turned 23. I am very happy that she has lived a whole Nother year. I am very proud of her and glad that she has done such a great job at surviving this long. I pray that the next year will be a great adventure for her full of great blessings and gifts, and welcome to potential that she will see nothing but goodness and treasure coming her way she is a blessing to be on this earth, and I love her very much. She makes my life happy and want to be encouraged about. I’m hoping to see her more and contribute to her happiness like my mom contributed to mine happy birthday my beautiful daughter. I love you. Lexys

Take time to love folks

I have been struggling the last few days hating the thought of living with regret I moved from New Jersey when I was younger almost 12 and at that time I was really afraid that I (we) would never see our family that I loved so dearly back there and I would have nightmares about it for years cause I thought I would forget them I never went back out there for many many years. Lost so many loved ones over the past 25 years it’s crazy I don’t want to miss any more time with my family I want an am making plans to see y’all at least 3 times a year. I want my grandkids to meet all of you while they are little so that they can grow up loving their family I voted and I’m starting a new diet regimen let y’all know what comes of it

This was the bus

I got on the bus this morning and in the front seat where the people with disabilities is supposed to be able to see it were a bunch of teenagers sitting there looking at me giggling and then playing with their phones I looked at them and then I looked at the bus driver they were Hispanic that didn’t matter it was the fact that they saw that I didn’t have the balance that I had a cane and that those feet were obviously for people like me and they didn’t move so I looked at the bus driver she begins to speak in Spanish telling everyone to move back I really couldn’t understand her too well but I caught a little glimpses of what she was saying because I’m rudimentary in Spanish I feel a little dismayed by the whole thing because the driver is supposed to get up and empty those seats when she sees or he and people are not moving I shouldn’t of had to stand that hallway falling all over the place when those seats are there specifically for people like me it was really upsetting.

My Birthday today 09/09

Today I turned 47 and I am very proud of that I had a very good day I woke up this morning to a delightfully wonderful cup of coffee that my sister made me she makes the best coffee I will say that it is always the right amount of sweetness and has this wonderful flavor that goes right along with it simply delicious next I wanted to get out for a while so I got on the bus and rolled around to the store to get some stuff for my favorite meal but to my surprise when I got back to the house I had some food waiting for me a delicious chicken meal with french fries and a soda. This made my day throughout the day I got all of the wonderful phone calls from all of my favorite people and then my sister made my favorite meal spaghetti which was the best in to my day I was going to go out but it decided to rain so I took a rain check on that I heard from everyone I needed to hear from and I am happy about that. I absolutely love my family and friends good night you guys happy birthday to me!

In California Dreaming

I have been in California for almost a month now and I have accomplished most of the things I have come to do except for one thing and that’s the most important thing I came to do I’m constantly thinking of different ways to get it done but still have not done it yet. My frustration is overwhelming and I feel like I am close but not there yet. It has been a very productive month but I really need my income to come through that’s my goal and I must lose this weight as well it’s been slow and steady I am working on it every day continuously anyway I met someone who I think is going to be a good match for me also very excited about this person as well keeping positive vibes up to bring in this new person happy Monday