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Soft and vulnerable

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How would you describe yourself to someone who can’t see you?

Hello, I am LeSheena my name given me at birth by my father. My mother name is Corelle. I love that name. Both of them are elegant to me. My hair is a soft right now golden brown because I colored it but naturally, it’s a darker brown it comes down to the middle of my neck, even though I want it to come to the middle on my back or lower it always feels soft even though it looks like it’s course. My skin tone is like a milk chocolate that makes me proud. I was the outside child as a girl so that’s how I got certain little dark spots on my skin, but I just called those growing pains from jumping over fences, getting little blotches and doing crazy stuff as a kid I have one tattoo from a previous life that signifies the people I love and love to earrings holes in each ear I always wanted my ears pierced. My grandmother got my first hole in my ear, and then I got the second one in my ear and my earring last and final one in my nose. My eyes are a dark brown. I wish they were at Hazel or green. It’s just something about that color green is always been my favorite but they are dark brown. Luckily, my prayers were answered and my daughter came out with the color that I want it in her eyes, I am 58 approximately 243 pounds constantly dropping the weight working at it eating healthy trying to get it down as fast as possible after having so many surgeries it’s been a task but it’s not one that I’m willing to give up on One minute I go to the doctor and they say I’m 58 the next they say I’m five 7 1/2 bye I still stick with 58 my shoe size is supposed to be an 11 but sometimes I look up and can’t wear at 10 or 10 1/2 that I would like should have it at least my clothes stay consistent love to wear jeans and things like that but when push comes to shove, I always like loose fitting clothes that make me feel comfortable and let sell that is a little bit about me. What about you?

Yes I have more than one

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Have you ever had surgery? What for?

More than 3

The first surgery I had was minor surgery as a child. I walked past a shard of glass from a large, broken picture window. I sliced my leg along my calf leg on the left side. I had to be rushed to the hospital. I also had hand surgery from letting a fire cracker blow up in my hand. Another minor surgery where stitches were needed.This is before the time of numbing the area so I had to get several stitches and the held down in order to stay still. My next surgery, was when I had been in labor for two days. My son was being very stubborn and not wanting to get in the right position so my labor was being prolong until the core began to wrap around his neck from all of his turning so I ended up having to have a C-section on an emergency my next surgery after that was a planned surgery my daughter then a third C-section after that, I had to have a thyroidectomy because my thyroid was not functioning correctly, and had created a mass, the size of a potato in my throat (a goiter) and another mass the size of a football in my chest, which was causing me to not be able to breathe correctly and have fainting spells often so I had to have open chest surgery and throat surgery. After that one, I had a total hysterectomy because of problems with my uterus and anemia and bleeding problems. My body has been through quite a bit, but I would say it has all been worth it.

Presidents award

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Describe one of your favorite moments.

One of my most favorite moments was watching my daughter get the presidents award. The award hat President Obama‘s signature on it. She had worked really hard in school, and had really good grades, and for that she was rewarded with the presidents award. she got mini awards like the honor roll and perfect attendance Being talked about a lot. But that was one of many proud parent moment.

I like to meditate

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How do you unwind after a demanding day?

Well, I’ve had a long day I like to burn some incense and listen to some meditation, music and meditate on things that will help me relax and think about the future what I want to accomplish and things that I still need to accomplish because life is full of challenges and thinking about what I’m working on accomplishing helps me to focus on what is to come and helpWell, I’ve had a long day I like to burn some incense and listen to some meditation, music and meditate on things that will help me relax and think about the future what I want to accomplish and things that I still need to accomplish because life is full of challenges and thinking about what I’m working on accomplishing helps me to focus on what is to come also, what is to come this keeps me excited and working towards my goals for the future like weight loss also, I was thinking about my husband who lost a friend of his today that made me think about when I lost my cousin, and how that affected me a lot gotta live life to the fullest because you never know when your last day may be live every day as if it is your last because today just might be that day. Anyway, enjoy the rest of your day. Happy Monday to you

Moscow

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What place in the world do you never want to visit? Why?

The reason I’m not interested in visiting Moscow is they do not value the freedom of their people nor the individual rights of others and I’m afraid that they would infringe on my independence if I was to visit there

She did my hair

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Describe a positive thing a family member has done for you.

When I was in California visiting my family right before it was time for me to leave and come back to Florida my big sister took me out to my nieces house and my niece braided my hair and made it look so beautiful. It was the whole combination of what had to happen to get it done. My sister had to get me out there and my niece had to agree to do it and then my sister had to come back and pick me up in order to get me back to her house before my mom was due to pick me up the next day before I was to get to the plane. Without the both of them working together and doing that for me, it couldn’t have gotten done and that was a really nice thing that I’d totally appreciate for the both of them to put in that effort for me. I love them both. It’s awesome having family who love you enough to sacrifice for you. Sometimes we forget how valuable Family is, but I don’t. It’s one of those lessons that I am truly humbled by an event at my age I pray that my children learn it sooner than later.

Respect is earned

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Describe something you learned in high school.

I had one of the best teacher at Blair High school taught history in my school. She was always respectful and understanding. She has passed on now I miss her She came at us so down to earth, and was pleasant always had the best intentions, and was just almost like one of us understood her. She made School fun I loved going to her class if I could go back I wouldn’t change the teachers I had because they made me into the person. I am now I see how the people who I have been around when I’ve moved to other places and I see how they are, and how they do not have the same morals and respect.She made School fun I loved going to her class if I could go back I wouldn’t change the teachers I had because they made me into the person. I am now I see how the people who I have been around when I’ve moved to other places and I see how they are, and how they do not have the same morals and respect. morals and respect for life that I have and it makes me appreciate and understand the way that I grew up even more because without those people that taught me humility and love and respect for life, I wouldn’t be this person that I am now and I greatly appreciate my upbringing and my village, because it was phenomenal. My scores were the greatest.

Jacksonville women’s expo

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I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.together with each other had some laughs has just an enjoyable time. This expo was really well informed encouragement just one of those things that you would want to be a part of I can’t wait till tomorrow.

She was so on point

Corelle, precious stone and light

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What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

Yes, it does have special significance. My mother gave me my middle name. My father gave me my first name and last name, but my mom bought out my middle name. She saw me as precious and meaningful, and I also gave significance to who I was as my. Name began with a L and my middle name began with a C so the significance of it was that I was the last child C so when my mom did that she made sure that I was someone to be precious and The end of the road, I’ve always loved my name, but that is the story behind it.

I can only change my self

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What is the last thing you learned?

No matter what life brings or throws at me I cannot put myself in the place of someone else. I can only change myself I can take a life throws at me, and either take the punches and cry, or learn from them and move on, and make different choices and change from what Those choices have brought me. I cannot expect the person who threw those packages to change no matter what I do because they are who they are and they are set in their stance and I just have to accept that and be OK with moving on with my life and be happy with who I am because I know that I am not the problem because of everyone that has been in that person‘s life has also love everyone else cannot be the problem so if that person will not look at themselves, they are meant to be alone and I have to accept that and be OK with moving on and buy my own happiness, so that is what I have learned here recently because I am not meant to be unhappy in an abusive, manipulative and unhappy relationship with someone who cannot appreciate me, so I will find my own happiness.