Describe your dream chocolate bar.
My dream chocolate bar would be dark chocolate with maca root, horny goat weed & sea moss with a hint of banana & purple haze sweetened with agave nectar this is my dream chocolate bar. What is yours? Happy throwback Thursday.
How do you unwind after a demanding day?
Well, I’ve had a long day I like to burn some incense and listen to some meditation, music and meditate on things that will help me relax and think about the future what I want to accomplish and things that I still need to accomplish because life is full of challenges and thinking about what I’m working on accomplishing helps me to focus on what is to come and helpWell, I’ve had a long day I like to burn some incense and listen to some meditation, music and meditate on things that will help me relax and think about the future what I want to accomplish and things that I still need to accomplish because life is full of challenges and thinking about what I’m working on accomplishing helps me to focus on what is to come also, what is to come this keeps me excited and working towards my goals for the future like weight loss also, I was thinking about my husband who lost a friend of his today that made me think about when I lost my cousin, and how that affected me a lot gotta live life to the fullest because you never know when your last day may be live every day as if it is your last because today just might be that day. Anyway, enjoy the rest of your day. Happy Monday to you
What place in the world do you never want to visit? Why?
The reason I’m not interested in visiting Moscow is they do not value the freedom of their people nor the individual rights of others and I’m afraid that they would infringe on my independence if I was to visit there
Describe a positive thing a family member has done for you.
When I was in California visiting my family right before it was time for me to leave and come back to Florida my big sister took me out to my nieces house and my niece braided my hair and made it look so beautiful. It was the whole combination of what had to happen to get it done. My sister had to get me out there and my niece had to agree to do it and then my sister had to come back and pick me up in order to get me back to her house before my mom was due to pick me up the next day before I was to get to the plane. Without the both of them working together and doing that for me, it couldn’t have gotten done and that was a really nice thing that I’d totally appreciate for the both of them to put in that effort for me. I love them both. It’s awesome having family who love you enough to sacrifice for you. Sometimes we forget how valuable Family is, but I don’t. It’s one of those lessons that I am truly humbled by an event at my age I pray that my children learn it sooner than later.
Describe something you learned in high school.
I had one of the best teacher at Blair High school taught history in my school. She was always respectful and understanding. She has passed on now I miss her She came at us so down to earth, and was pleasant always had the best intentions, and was just almost like one of us understood her. She made School fun I loved going to her class if I could go back I wouldn’t change the teachers I had because they made me into the person. I am now I see how the people who I have been around when I’ve moved to other places and I see how they are, and how they do not have the same morals and respect.She made School fun I loved going to her class if I could go back I wouldn’t change the teachers I had because they made me into the person. I am now I see how the people who I have been around when I’ve moved to other places and I see how they are, and how they do not have the same morals and respect. morals and respect for life that I have and it makes me appreciate and understand the way that I grew up even more because without those people that taught me humility and love and respect for life, I wouldn’t be this person that I am now and I greatly appreciate my upbringing and my village, because it was phenomenal. My scores were the greatest.
I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.I had so much fun today walking around seeing all the people just so many women they’re selling things doing things talking about the so much going on just an exciting environment with so much enthusiasm and camaraderie among the women. It was just so nice to have people there who are just genuine Lee supporting each other, and getting things.together with each other had some laughs has just an enjoyable time. This expo was really well informed encouragement just one of those things that you would want to be a part of I can’t wait till tomorrow.
What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?
Yes, it does have special significance. My mother gave me my middle name. My father gave me my first name and last name, but my mom bought out my middle name. She saw me as precious and meaningful, and I also gave significance to who I was as my. Name began with a L and my middle name began with a C so the significance of it was that I was the last child C so when my mom did that she made sure that I was someone to be precious and The end of the road, I’ve always loved my name, but that is the story behind it.
What is the last thing you learned?
No matter what life brings or throws at me I cannot put myself in the place of someone else. I can only change myself I can take a life throws at me, and either take the punches and cry, or learn from them and move on, and make different choices and change from what Those choices have brought me. I cannot expect the person who threw those packages to change no matter what I do because they are who they are and they are set in their stance and I just have to accept that and be OK with moving on with my life and be happy with who I am because I know that I am not the problem because of everyone that has been in that person‘s life has also love everyone else cannot be the problem so if that person will not look at themselves, they are meant to be alone and I have to accept that and be OK with moving on and buy my own happiness, so that is what I have learned here recently because I am not meant to be unhappy in an abusive, manipulative and unhappy relationship with someone who cannot appreciate me, so I will find my own happiness.
What experiences in life helped you grow the most?
As a child. I was taught. To do as I was told. The always. Listen to those older than me. And not be. Obstinate or. Two verbally aggressive. Always respect my elders. And do. Whatever is necessary. To stay out of the way. In some ways, that was. A promising aspect of my life. But in other ways. It led to obedience. Without. Really taking into account what was going on. Such as? If someone was taking advantage of me. Or. Hurting me. I didn’t know the difference. Between being taken advantage of or. Doing as I was told to be a good girl. I was just. Doing blind obedience. In order to. Be pleasing and not be in the way. This led to a lot of. Unexpected abuse. Because I wanted to be. That. Good person and that obedient person who did not want to be. The one who was considered difficult. Even if it ended up hurting me in the end. I still. Wanted to make sure I did. What? Society would consider the right thing. Even when it seemed and felt like the wrong thing. At the end of the day. I learned a lot from the years experiences. Because. I now know blind obedience. Causes more harm than good. And it doesn’t help anyone. It just makes everyone involved miserable. So it’s always best to ask questions. Get involved in the process. And. When something doesn’t feel right. Stop it. Right then. No matter what. You can always rebound. You can’t go back. So these are the lessons that I have learned. Over time in life. And I’m glad that I’ve learned them
This year started out pretty slow. I wanted to be up to bring in the new year next to the man I wanted to spend the year with so as I was sitting there and the hours were passing by I decided to get up and go into the den to try to be next to him to watch whatever he was watching on TV and when I got to the door, he stopped me. And said, what are you doing? I said I’m coming in here with you so that we can bring in the year together. He said it’s not midnight, so go back and do whatever you was doing. I shouldn’t have let that bother me, but for some reason it did, and I decided to go lay down and get back up at midnight. I didn’t wake back up until around four in the morning. I had missed everything. I was so disappointed in myself and that fact. It started to paste of the new year letting me know this was going to be another lonely year, and I hate that fact that at least I’ve made some friends that I am going to capitalize on so even if I won’t be spending time with him, I will be spending time with them. Happy New Year y’all
The struggle is now not forever 