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A New Career Now

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I’m starting a new career it has never really been a difficult for me to find work because of my optimism in my ability to see the positive side of things. I have always been able to foresee something put action to it and make it happen but here lately I was waiting on something to come about that happened taken an enormous amount of time to materialize to the point where I was calling for something and it wasn’t happening.

I am worried but also excited at the same time because it seems as if this is the path I’m supposed to take because of the changes that I want to happen that have been in my face so now I am putting my best foot forward and moving toward what needs to be done in order for me to have the life I seek. I will be starting a new career tomorrow and working really hard at it to get things in order so that I can have the life I desire.

Once I go down this path there is no turning back that’s the part that scares me because I have a myriad of problems that can pop up at any time but I’m willing to do it in order to generate what I need to generate. Happy Sunday!

Enjoy your life no matter what

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Life together is always fun

Happy Saturday today I am out and about trying to find creative ways to bring in extra money since it’s needed to keep our lives moving forward the possibilities are endless and I definitely plan to make the most of it because I am naturally a money maker especially when I put my mind to it so let the games begin.

Happy Friday it’s raining

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Today is Friday November 5th 2021 I took my puppy outside I didn’t like that too much because it’s raining and the rain just makes you cold and uncomfortable I use to love to play in the rain as a child because in New Jersey when it rain it would get pitch black dark and you would see thunder and lightning and the rain would just pour and pour and pour it was always fun to just run through the rain.

When I got older and move to California the rain wasn’t so fun anymore because it was always uncomfortable made your clothes feel weird and sticky so I stopped going out in the rain especially after my mom fell on the bus and broke her leg in three places had a cast all the way up to her waist because it was raining and the bus what’s really wet and she slipped and fell.

I try not to come out in the rain too much because traffic be crazy people drive different and you always have to be extra extra cautious just to stay safe. I really miss those times as a child happy and just not worried about anything coming towards me in a negative way. Sometimes adulting is very difficult but when you have peace of mind it’s always worth it. Enjoy the rest of y’alls day!

Raining over here

TBT life events

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Good day today I did my running around and some things accomplished I am always thinking about how to make my life a little better I honestly want a miniature Pinscher to be here with me my husband is always getting big dogs that I can’t do anything with because they are to hard to handle for me.

I use to have a Chihuahua he was a feisty little dog a very protective always enjoyed my time with him he lived to be 13 he was my companion my buddy we walk together did things he was always so independent I miss him every day.

He wasn’t my dog his daughter was I named her Cece she would run so fast and especially if it was a motorcycle she would go after it that’s what ended up happening to her she ran after car and ended up getting hit I miss her too. I have them both from puppies and watch them grow up when I had the best family. So that’s my throwback Thursday story enjoy the rest of your evenings.

Going to Workout today

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Today I woke up early and couldn’t go back to sleep my body is conditioned to waking up at a certain hours so it’s really impossible for me to go back to sleep after that. I try to lay there but I feel this nervous energy and can’t stay laying down or else I will get a headache it’s as if I’m meant to do something that I am compelled to do that I still have not found out what that is yet.

I am going to the YMCA today to start my summer fitness program to help me get on track with my weight transformation I’ll keep you guys posted on my progress I’m really looking for a workout partner to hold me accountable during this time and celebrate the little victories with me.

This year has has had it’s set of challenges but for the most part I am still seeing change coming my way every day and it’s in a positive way. Either by the karma I see going on to someone who has not shown me the love and care I deserve or by the winning spree I have been on this year. The best part is I see great experiences coming that will be even better than what has happened already. The best it yet to come and I’m excited to see it in action. Happy Hump day everyone! Keep your head up and never give up.

Still in this everyday

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I struggle everyday to get up and go I suffer from depression and anxiety and it’s hard for me to function in the world some days are harder than others I wonder why I’m still here and other days I have crazy bursts of energy where I want to go and go and go and not stop. I can’t remember the last time I slept through the night.

It doesn’t help that I spent an enormous amount of time alone without a lot of friends out here in Florida things are different out here. The best place I can remember is my street in Trenton New Jersey I know it’s not the same as when I was growing up but the camaraderie and the love that we all have for each other I haven’t felt or seen that anywhere else I have lived since we moved from there back in the 80s.

California was a whole different beast it was the first place we lived where you didn’t know your neighbors and everybody was very individualized it was so different but we were the same always loving supportive of whoever we was around that type of magnetic personality that made you want to be around us. I love the way my family has been throughout my life I wouldn’t be who I am today had they not been who they were as I was growing up. We did so many things together growing up traveling going places seeing stuff I’ll never forget how my mom opened us up to seeing the United States in a different light it’s a great thing when you have a parent who doesn’t mind traveling. I would have never been exposed to the things I was exposed to had my mom not done the things she’s done. I appreciate her a lot I wish I would have kept her traditions up like that conventions and the campground my kids will be different people had I done that.

I wouldn’t have been so open to moving to other states or exploring out of the country had my mom not showed me how big this world is. There are so many things that I still have to do in this world that I know that I want to do and won’t quit until I do. Have a great Tuesday. If you can travel as much as you can cause this is a big world that needs to be explored.

He’s Jealous of my past

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When I met my ex-husband I was in a very vulnerable state I was young and needed to feel appreciated and loved it was the simple things that mattered to me and he saw that and did what I needed at the time.

I had no idea he was just grooming me to be blinded to the dirt he was doing behind my back so yes I loved him unconditionally to the detriment of everything I loved or that matter to me in my life.

Fast-forward my new husband the libra ♎ is always probing for information whatever he can use against anyone at any given moment he kept asking me about my life with my ex and I explained a little bit about it and he went on and on talking about how I worked for my ex and how I like broke ni$_as even though that was not the case at all.

There were situations that my kids needed things and I definitely was not about to let them go without so I took a temporary job to satisfy the need at the time but he just kept going on and on about it saying I should work for him now I keep telling him the situation is not the same he is not him and my kids are grown. Then he’ll say I really loved that ni#$a. He wants that kind of love truth be told he has never treated me the way my ex did my feelings are not the same for him at all and more then likely never will be.

I am older wiser stronger and don’t want to love that way again especially with a man that can’t belong to me and only me. I have a lot to offer a mate and if he can’t give me something as simple as some of his time why would I give him my unconditional love I matter and to the right person I will mean the world to. He refuses to see that but still wants my best for him while he never sees his faults or what causes me my distress in him he will say I find things wrong that are not wrong. Happy Saturday y’all I will not let him mess with my mind period.

I completed my TMS

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Today I went to my last TMS therapy appointment it has been my one constant for the last few weeks and the people there were so supportive and loving that I always wanted to go back even on the days when I felt the worst I always knew when I got there I would be greeted with a smile and treated with respect.

I enjoyed every minute of my time there with them and will miss them very much I almost cried leaving today but I do feel better having had been there with them for such a time as this.

I needed this break through and got it now it’s time for the work of life to begin. I will start something new and make that happen in my life to help better myself. Anyway happy Friday

He is back home yay

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My grandson is back home with my daughter I am so happy for her having him back she kept her cool kept doing the work and it paid off.

I tried to share my good news to my narcissistic husband (big mistake) he took my news and turned it into a whole conversation about him and how bad women are 🙃😒🙄 I just kept saying geeze I’m sure sorry I even told you because you can never just celebrate with me it always has to go into something about you.

He says that by me saying that I made the whole conversation about me I told him at this point I’m getting off the phone with you because I refuse to be your punching bag any more (verbally of course) and I hung up the phone he kept calling me back saying because he pays the phone bill I don’t have a right to get off the phone he is a classic Libra for real with his entitlement attitude he has all the time this crazy.

He lives in his karma and it doesn’t let up because of the way he treats everyone especially me I try to talk to him but he will tell me I’m karma which is not true because I don’t treat people bad or use people for personal gain I don’t have a, you do for me and I’ll do for you attitude, because that’s not a positive way to be. I believe it’s you do unto others as you would have them do unto you, but he doesn’t believe that he believes if they do for him he will do for them he always has to be getting something in return no matter what and that selfish.