I understand that everyone has their personal issues but my personal issue today is I am sick of seeing dogs everywhere. I can’t go into a grocery store a place of business or even just a walk down the street without seeing peoples dogs everywhere I was at somewhere that is supposed to be sanitary today and here comes this man with his dog, which is unsanitary in this place of business that should only be allowed service dogs. I am so sick of seeing dogs everywhere I go on the bus. I don’t know where I can go to get some semblance of peace without having everyone and friends on my right for my peace of mind. I wish we could go back to the days where things were assemblance of normal. I really hope that people will start standing up for what normalcy really looks like. I shouldn’t see a dog in the grocery store or in a place of business that is not a service dog. It’s not sanitary and it really is starting to get on my nerves. Anyway that’s my  gripe  for today.
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Moved out of state
Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.
I picked up and moved to start a new chapter in my life. I don’t regret that I regret what happened when I got there, but I don’t regret moving. They have venture was wonderful. The experience was eye-opening and I learned a lot about different states and how they operate and let me know that a lot of things that happen in different places are not like home so it also gave me different perspectives on how people are when they grow up in certain environments and with certain aspects of life when they are influenced by a certain atmosphere all of their lives, knowing that lets me know Where I would not want to live ever again and where the people are, that are not my kind of people.  For example Florida is one of the most toxic states I’ve ever lived in. They are not the moral high ground, and they are very explicit in the way they live there. They don’t believe in being faithful and most of the men there do not respect the women they have in their lives as well as the women are the same way as the man compared to California or New Jersey. I won’t even mention Texas because that would take 100 more pages. 
I feel broken
I lived my life for my children. I wanted them to have the life that I didn’t get to have growing up. I was looking for something that I wasn’t able to get. I ended up failing all the way around I sometimes wonder was any of it worth it? I lost everything. I continue to lose the more I live. I wonder why I’m still alive now. I cry every day. I have this immense sense of brokenness and sadness because all I wanted was a life filled with love and happiness, and all I got was pain and sadness. I wear a smile on my face but inside 90% of the time I wish I was dead. 
God has always been there
God is so good he has done so much for me even though I gave up on Him at one point in my life I remember Him so well here is a story about His protection over me and my family: I was living in Long Beach California and my family had to move and had not found another place to live I told God what am I going to do I had the money just not the place and God said nothing. So I went with my kids to a hotel but now my money was running out. I said God I know you got me what am I to do (this came from being taught all my life God takes care of His own) I went down to catholic  charities and they didn’t have anything I went back to the hotel the very day I ran out of money I said God it’s all on you this is it and that very day all doors open and every door after that was nothing but Him. Even though I may not always agree with what or the way God does stuff He always makes me move the way I’m supposed to move God is good!!
There’s more
There’s more life than wanting to do more and not accomplishing more. I’m with the narcissistic sociopath who only cares about himself. I wanted more out of life that’s why I got with him I never in my wildest dreams figured I would end up with a serial cheater who didn’t know how to keep his peter in his pants and had a woman in every city but at the same time hated women so much now have women all around the world off of a pipe dream of coming to America and living off of the state just so he can’t be put on child support how sick is that I’m praying to get away from this sick bastard. I hope he gets everything coming to him.
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Donate today
I need your help my dogs are my life. They were taken from me unjustly I am asking for your help to bring them back. Please donate today to help me bring them home. Thank you for your help in this matter. Donate to my GoFundMe today.
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I need your help
I suffer from anxiety and depression so I have support animals dogs that help me to cope with my issues they help keep me calm. Give me the support. I need so that I can focus on other things. I also have schizophrenia my support animals along with my medication that I take on a daily basis, they get me outside. They give me a routine and they help me to manage my life. Well, I had a neighbor that moved in behind me. I never had any problems with any of my animals before this neighbor moved in, but because my dogs barked to let me know when someone was coming when danger was near, and just to talk to me, the neighbor called animal protective services on my dogs they came and made up excuses to take my dogs. I am devastated by the loss of my animals and I am asking for your help so that I can bite to get my animals back. They are a part of my family never harmed anyone they don’t deserve this neither do I, I am fighting to raise $7000 for all the fees that I’m having to pay to get them back so that my family can be home again. Please help me bring my dogs home. They mean the world to me.
I have a go fund me if you were donating anything to go towards getting my dogs back I would greatly appreciate it.
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The first thing
How do you know when it’s time to unplug? What do you do to make it happen?
The first thing I do to unplug is relax and then I play music. I like to listen to my morning meditation or afternoon. It helps my mind to go through what it is. That’s important that I accomplished for the day then go onto help myself to a cuppa tea, and think about the next thing I can do and making sure that focus on the next thing that I’m going to accomplishAnd then I will keep my mind on the important things like making sure that I can write down my goals. That’s what I do. What do you do?
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It means
What does freedom mean to you?
Being able to speak as I wish do as I please, and not feel guilty. It means being able to help others with without feeling as if I’ve done something wrong. It means being there for my friends and their time of need freedom is the basis of life, but freedom also means not being free For so many of people that I know it takes so much bondage to be free. You can’t say what you think. You can’t do what you feel. You can’t literally speak your mind. You have to bite your tongue a lot to keep your freedoms freedom to me means being free to say and do what it is that makes you feel the happiest the most enlightened, and the most joy out of life, I wish freedom was free because I would practice it so much more I wish freedom didn’t come at a cost because I would tell all of my friends and family to live free to live each day as if it were their lies because freedom has so many privileges that a lot of us aren’t able to Absorb one day we will all be free. How free are you?
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Moved to Texas
When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?
Worst decision I ever made if I could take it all back I would it changed my life forever. I wish I had a do over. I would have made a completely different decision. I would have made completely different choices and would have saw my life for what it was, and not left my family in the hands of a person who I never really knew in the first place I would’ve stayed in my safe place in the first place and I would not be living the life from living now my life would be in a totally different direction I am certain of that so many choices created a butterfly effect and made my life completely opposite of what I was trying to achieve one decision change my life forever and that one ripple effect changed for lives so if I had to do again, I would do it completely different Point blank.
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The struggle is now not forever 