I was almost hit by a van that ran a stop sign today. I had quick refluxes and turned my car so fast and drove forward to make sure there was room between me and that car. My heart almost jumped out my chest.
I don’t have many instances like that but this one made me think about how things can change in an instant I’m really glad I was not hurt for real. On a brighter note my niece Jordyn has a birthday today I hope she has a great day.
Today is the first day of my workout I’m focused on my stomach area I’ve been working on my stomach area for years lol it has been the bane of my existence ever since my first C-section that pouch at the bottom of my stomach I have not been able to get rid of ever since then. My children are well grown now and I’m still working on getting rid of that couch I have thought about liposuction and taking fat burners eaten all kinds of healthy foods and steal that stomach is still sitting there I don’t know what else to try I even did the keto diet
I’m always the one trying to be as healthy as possible but nothing seems to work for me I think it has something to do with my thyroid problem and the fact that my knees are bad but I still keep trying. i’m always working at building myself up so that I can be here for the long-haul that’s important to me because I haven’t always wanted to be here for a long period of time there were some times when I was in a really dark place and I didn’t even want to live.
But I’m happy now that I’m doing better and feeling better and wanting more out of life even if it seems I’m not where I want to be I’m getting there and I’m working at getting better and that’s what’s important no matter what’s happening around me me being here is enough enjoy the rest of you guises day
Today I’m going to universal Orlando horror nights I won the tickets on my favorite radio station 93.3 The beat jamz and I’m really happy about that I always enjoy winning things on the radio especially when listening to #Teeroy so when I get back I will give you guys a complete update with pictures of how it went hopefully
I woke up yesterday morning to the worst message I could have ever seen it said “goodbye ❤️be good” I was confused and sad but didn’t have a feeling of dread cause that would have woke me up in the middle of the night.
I struggled to understand what I was seeing and if this could really be facts I looked at all possible details and nothing said to me you have a real problem but my gut said something is really wrong though and I need reinforcements at this time. So I texted my oldest daughter she reassured all was well but my heart was still not at ease I know my kids heart no matter how tough they talk I know they heart at the end of the day and this was not like my youngest to never respond even if it was to give me attitude about bugging her. I was so stressed out about it I didn’t know what to think. I called my mom and she helped a lot. I later found out my child was okay in a manner of speaking. But that’s a story for another time I look at her and I realize I have to let her go through these struggles and pray that she comes out like I made it out but so much better then I did and sooner.
I love my children and I hope and pray that they realize life is only a drop in the bucket so they should live it to the best of their ability and enjoy every minute of it cause once it’s over it’s over no coming back ever.
The struggle is now not forever 