I meditate and listen to music

How do you relax?

I’ve never seen and listen to music because it keeps my mind clear and it helps me to focus on myself and feel better about whatever it is that I was going through. I’m focus on my inner self and then when I get up I eat something and do something creative, which make sure that my body is one with the cell on my love y’all so much better

To is my Birthday 09/09

I love my birthday every year it is my day to reflect on all the things I have accomplished over the last year. Over the ones I miss and over the ones I’ve lost most importantly the present that I’m living in and will continue to conquer in the now and what is to come I am blessed to be 48 years young and will continue to live my best life no matter what comes my way the best is yet to come today is the first day of the rest of my life. I have reached 500 views 5000,000,000 more to go I’m on track. I am on my way to losing 80 pounds without fail.

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Stupid

If you had to give up one word that you use regularly, what would it be?

I have several conversations with a certain person during the day and as I am talking to this person, I am always saying in my mind. In my thoughts when I walk away this person is so stupid. Why do they think like this? That was stupid this is stupid. Why do they act so stupid? Why is there behavior so stupid Why do I put up with this stupid Ness of this person every other word out of my mouth when dealing with this person is always the word stupid coming out of my mouth or a certain instances coming out of my mouth about this person makes me think that I am becoming stupid from dealing with them and I keep thinking that you are a product of the company that you keep so I always try to rephrase my thoughts and cautioned myself to put a cap on what I’m about to say or do so that I do not let that word stupid come out of my mouth because I know the more that I said the more I am bringing that back into my life so that is the one word there are others, but that is the main word that I really am working on getting rid of out of my thoughts out of my mouth and out of my heart when it comes to things that happen during my daily routine.

My ideal home is full of rooms

What does your ideal home look like?

The first room has large pictures of family history going back to grandparents and great grandparents lots of memorabilia with memories of adventures and get together’s of family, vacations and time spent learning about our history and things that we learned traits that we got from our elders it has Things that were passed down from our family members that was important to them that they wanted us to have so that they can be remembered and have a stake in our future. It has music, rooms and dining room with a record player that actually still plays records it has a long dining room table for Gas to come over and eat and sit down and talk to us about growing up With our parents and cousins and friends, it has TVs and DVD players, CDs and tape cassettes with our family members voices on it from times they were telling stories and let us sit around and talk about things that were important to us even when they didn’t want to hear it, and they would save us it has our school awards and our memory verses our time capsules that we would bury, and years later, the grandkids dug up that we put inside the mantle so that they could see it and remember the fun things we used to do when playing outside, making mud pies it has our bedrooms that has changed over the years to show how our growth and development has sprung up into new adventures to wear now when the grandkids come over and great grands, they see how their stuff has been added to the room so that they know it is their place also it has been modernize with still a playground in the backyard they have a game room, TV room, work room, and a indoor garden so that they can play with it and they can tell their kids how they used to play on those very swings and they’ve been kept up so that when they got old enough they can play with them too it has books on the shelves and different little trinkets that has been there for years that has shown them how they have come from a long line of thinkers and entrepreneurs, who always grow with the times, and how they are expected to do the same, even if they go their own way, they are still expected to achieve in one way or another it has beautiful furniture clean walls and really nice carpet in certain areas and work floors and others. Everybody has a space where they know what to do when they come in the door and how to cook all the utensils are put in a neat and orderly fashion, and it’s always fun around their house because they know that at grandmom’s house they are always welcome so in my house it is always home.

When I accomplish some thing big my meeting my grandchildren for the first time

What brings a tear of joy to your eye?

When my grandchild was born, and I found out that he was healthy and safe that made me the happiest brought tears of joy to my eyes knowing that my daughter was OK and my grandbaby was here and one piece I felt good I felt happy I felt like the world was right.

Because I have something to say

Why do you blog?

I blog because I have something to say and many others can’t say how they really feel out of fear of cancel culture and social media as well as shame.

I speak for black and brown people who are always on the low end of things and don’t know how to catch a break. To let them know someone knows what they’re going through and can relate

While also expressing my own life’s journey triumphs and trials, while going through it to let people know you can make it through and how fun it is to make it through.

Late night

What’s your favorite time of day?

When I’m in my room and I’m able to think about the things I accomplished during the day and I’m able to meditate and bring peace before I go to sleep and think about what my day brought, and how I made it through all of it and then to see what is to come And begin to manifest what is next for the future? It brings me a calm and makes me smile every time before I lay down, take my deep breath and breathe in all the gratitude that I feel for having made it through one more day, knowing that what a have just manifest it is already on the way And I feel happy and grateful right before I go to sleep.

With responsible, intelligent men and women

How would you design the city of the future?

My city of the future, what reside with men who want sons and daughters to grow up and be respectable, loving, caring, supportive, and intelligent, who believe in family and community it would have women who believe in the growth and development of strong minds great atmospheres and technology of the future it would also have schools that employ scientists history buffs a strong black community stores that accentuate health and healthy living also cooking classes with trades to help kids who don’t have a desire to go to college develop skills to develop into things that will help our city stay revolving. My city of the future would also have recycling that pays and replenishes needed accessories in our city. It would have virtual reality, community centers, hospitals of the future, with the best technology and doctors in it. Fitness centers, churches, and activity centers. It would be an all inclusive, helpful, hopeful, and pleasant place to be.

Excitement anticipation for the future

What positive emotion do you feel most often?

The most positive emotion that I feel most of the time is excitement from thinking about what I have coming up for the future things that I have planned things that I am going to do for my goals that I have sat and have decided that I’m going to achieve so I am often very happy thinking about the motivation that will help me a accomplish those things

Knowing my family is safe

What brings you peace?

I’ve always been that impulsive person who makes decisions on a whim. It has always depended on what’s going on in my life and who is impacted by what is happening, especially if it has to do with a loved one I have always been passionate about my children my siblings And especially my mom so if something is going on with anyone of them, I have always then the type of person to stop everything and go to their aid when I hear something has gone wrong in their life I always want to stop everything and see what I can do to make it better Whether if that is have them come near to me, go and be by their side or just give them some semblance of peace to make things better I don’t like it when I hear someone is hurt or need help and don’t have that help especially a best friend my mate or someone who is dear to my heart these things will keep me up at night and will make it hard for me to sleep. I am a people person so I love to make sure that my people are all right if my people are all right I am all right. These are the things that keep me at peace.